I Won a Fish Tank

I entered a contest and won a free fish tank but then I was too depressed and overhwhelmed to accept it. I finally called my pet store owner and told him to give it to someone else.

Now I am ready to setup a fish tank as soon as I figure out where to put it. I had fish as a kid and spent many hours watching them swim.

When my energy is good I dream about my fish tank and my sewing machine projects. I have done this seasonal dreaming every year for decades. When my mood drops and the house is cold I can't imagine any of these things being important to me. So round and round I go.