Allergic to Uppermiddle Class

As a runaway from the affluent suburbs I built my life from SCRATCH starting at age 15. Now whenever I encounter an upper middle class person I have a bit of an allergic reaction. I notice the places where I have strayed from their values. I notice the questions I have asked myself about money, safety, and security. In short, I have chosen a completely different life and I wouldn't trade it for all of the things they have chosen. What this means is I am allergic to everyone I grew up with and my siblings and cousins and on and on. But this has always been true, that's part of why I had to run away. The system that ABUSED and USED me is not my system for living. NO WAY, NEVER AGAIN.