“She described how Camus’s aphorism “One must imagine Sisyphus
happy” helps her fight back against unproductive feelings of
meaninglessness.
If we consider, like Camus, Sisyphus at the
foot of his mountain, we can see that he is smiling. He is content in
his task of defying the Gods, the journey more important than the goal.
To achieve a beginning, a middle, an end, a meaning to the chaos of
creation—that's more than any deity seems to manage: But it's what
writers do. So I tidy the desk, even polish it up a bit, stick some
flowers in a vase and start.
As I begin a novel I remind myself
as ever of Camus's admonition that the purpose of a writer is to keep
civilization from destroying itself. And even while thinking, well, fat
chance! I find courage, reach for the heights, and if the rock keeps
rolling down again so it does. What the hell, start again. Rewrite. Be
of good cheer. Smile on, Sisyphus!”
―
Fay Weldon
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