Tuesday, July 22, 2025

Bug Bit Elbow then 2 weeks later I Bumped it and it Became infected Bursitis

https://sportsmedicine.mayoclinic.org/condition/elbow-bursitis/

https://orthoinfo.aaos.org/en/diseases--conditions/elbow-olecranon-bursitis/ 

Thank God for local URGENT CARE 

Socialism is what they called public power. Socialism is what they called social security. Socialism is what they called the growth of free and independent labor organizations. Socialism is their name for almost anything that helps all the people. —Harry Truman, 1952

Alcoholism is a disease. Drunken driving is a dangerous choice.

You already have the precious mixture that will make you well. Use it. Rumi

1969 Old MacDonald Had an Apartment House

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The price of anything is the amount of life you exchange for it. Henry David Thoreau, Walden

Be teachable you don't know everything and you're not always right. Carl Sagan

Monday, July 21, 2025

Henry Winkler: You can not see your face in boiling water similarly .. you can not see the truth in a state of anger.

Miles Davis: Anybody can play. The note is only 20 percent. The attitude of the motherfucker who plays it is 80 percent.

May 5th 1999

Tibor Kalman, 'Bad Boy' of Graphic Design, 49, Dies

Tibor Kalman, a graphic designer whose innovative ideas about art and society helped change the way a generation of designers and their clients viewed the world, died on Sunday at the Hyatt Dorado Hotel near San Juan, P.R. He was 49 and lived in Manhattan.

Mr. Kalman decided to spend his last days in Puerto Rico after losing a four-year bout with non-Hodgkins lymphoma, his wife, Maira Kalman, said.

The founder of M&Co, a revolutionary New York design firm that became a social prod to his major clients as much as a graphics resource, Mr. Kalman was also the former editor in chief of Colors magazine, an art director and a director of music videos and television commercials.

He was the self-styled bad boy of the graphic design profession and a harsh critic of formulaic or what he pejoratively termed ''professional'' design. He wanted designers to take greater responsibility for how their work influenced the surrounding culture. As the designer Milton Glaser asserted, ''He emerged in such a short amount of time as a major influence on a young generation.''

Mr. Kalman described himself as more a social activist than a designer and constantly sought to use his work to promote causes like environmentalism and economic equality. He opposed products that he considered harmful to the workers who made them, the environment or the consumer and never hesitated to tell his clients what he thought.

After spending almost a decade building a business that he said sold ''design by the pound'' to banks, discount department stores and other institutions, Mr. Kalman reinvented M&Co in the mid-1980's as a conceptually progressive firm doing graphics, exhibitions, books, magazines and film titles primarily for cultural clients that included the rock band Talking Heads, the Times Square Redevelopment Corporation and the Whitney Museum of American Art.

He also founded M&Co Labs, which conceived and manufactured watches and clocks with quirky faces and rearranged numerals, products that helped start a fashion for such designer-made objects.

Tibor Kalman was born in Budapest in 1949 and immigrated with his family to Poughkeepsie, N.Y., in 1957 after the unsuccessful Hungarian uprising against the Communist regime. He spent a year at New York University, where he joined Students for a Democratic Society and traveled to Cuba to pick cotton with the Venceremos Brigade, which took middle-class Americans to help support the Communists.

When he returned to the United States in 1971, Mr. Kalman learned rudimentary graphic design by doing window displays for the Student Book Exchange at N.Y.U., which was owned by Leonard Riggio, who later bought Barnes & Noble and made Mr. Kalman its first creative director. He designed the bookstore's first shopping bag, featuring an antique woodcut of a scribe, which is still used today.

Knowing little about the nuances of typography, however, Mr. Kalman hired young design school graduates to execute his ideas while he retained creative control, a practice he continued throughout his career.

A Sledgehammer And a 'Goofy' Room

In 1979 he was hired as the creative director responsible for signs and displays for E. J. Korvettes, the discount department store. Unhappy in this lucrative job, in 1980 he established M&Co in his Greenwich Village apartment. A year later he moved it to an office on West 57th Street in Manhattan. His first work was designing logos for department stores for a bag manufacturer. But Mr. Kalman was not content working on such commonplace assignments and decided to change his focus.

The firm's enigmatic name was typical of Mr. Kalman's wit. The corporate-sounding cadence was meant to give an aura of mystery and to confuse his more strait-laced clientele, who always wanted to know who the M was. His wife, Maira, a children's book author and illustrator, has the nickname ''M,'' which she donated to the cause.

Mr. Kalman's new office was designed to establish an unconventional aura and featured what he called ''a goofy, triangular-shaped table that fit into a goofy-shaped conference room,'' as well as a hole smashed out of one wall by a sledge hammer for a reception window.

Mr. Kalman's metamorphosis into a progressive design impresario came when M&Co designed a Talking Heads album that featured four digitally manipulated photographs of the group members (before personal computer software made this a common graphic conceit) and a title with upside-down letters. From then on, M&Co received attention in the design trade press for pushing beyond the conventions of design and typography.

Urging Designers To Be Responsible

Mr. Kalman soon moved his office to a downtown loft that he had designed to simulate the interior of an old factory. This was consistent with his passion for vernacular design. He encouraged his designers to apply the handmade signs and common methods used by neighborhood printers who do menus and handbills. Ultimately, vernacularism became a way for him to protest the corporate International Style.

As a frequent lecturer and a writer of acerbic manifestoes, Mr. Kalman urged designers to take more responsibility for their work's impact on society and culture. In 1986 he was co-chairman of the American Institute of Graphic Arts' national conference in San Antonio, called ''Dangerous Ideas.'' It was the first such major event to focus attention on how designers contribute to environmental waste and promote products that harm people or the environment.

M&Co became Mr. Kalman's soapbox. To address homelessness, he sent boxes with the contents of a typical city shelter meal to clients one Christmas season instead of the usual presents, noting that M&Co would match all monetary contributions.

Graphic design was too small a platform for Mr. Kalman. He gradually moved away from graphics as such to editing and creative direction for the magazines Art Forum and Interview. But perhaps his most meaningful job was as editor in chief of Colors, the Italian and English magazine published by the Italian clothing company Benetton, an assignment that forced him to discontinue M&Co temporarily and move his family to Rome.

Colors, founded by a photographer, Oliviero Toscani, was not a typical corporate house organ or fashion magazine, but rather focused on sociocultural issues like racism, AIDS and even sports. Colors was ''the first magazine for the global village,'' Mr. Kalman said, ''aimed at an audience of flexible minds, young people from 14 to 20, or curious people of any age.''

Colors became the main outlet for Mr. Kalman's ideas. An issue devoted to racism had a feature titled ''How to Change Your Race'' and examined cosmetic means of altering hair, features and skin color to achieve some kind of platonic ideal. Also in that issue, ''What If. . .,'' was a collection of manipulated photographs showing famous people racially transformed: Queen Elizabeth and Arnold Schwarzenegger as black; Pope John Paul II as Asian; Spike Lee as white and Michael Jackson with a Nordic cast. ''Race is not the real issue here,'' Mr. Kalman said. ''Power and sex are the dominant forces in the world.''

Mr. Kalman returned to New York in 1997 after three years as Colors editor to battle cancer. He re-established M&Co to produce and design exhibits, videos and books that had social relevance. Among his projects was a photographic series quoting everyday people's relationship to Times Square, which hung on scaffolding during the recent construction of the Conde Nast building in Times Square, and a series of Op Art contributions to The New York Times Op-Ed page.

During his cancer treatments he also taught a pictorial narrative class to graduate students at the School of Visual Arts and directed work on his monograph, ''Tibor Kalman: Perverse Optimist.''

In addition to his wife, he is survived by a daughter, Lulu Bodoni, and a son, Alex Onomatopoeia; his parents, Marianne and George Kalman of Gwyned, Pa.; a brother, John of Horsham, Pa., and a sister, Margie of Bristol, Pa.

In the last months of his life, Mr. Kalman designed the exhibition ''Tiborocity,'' which will open at the San Francisco Museum of Modern Art in July. It will consist of ''neighborhoods'' representing different aspects of his work as well as the protest posters and graphics that influenced him in the 1960's and 70's. Mr. Kalman told friends he intended the retrospective to be his last testament.

  • Summer of Neil Young

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    How are things in DeSantistan?

    More About Buttermilk

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    This morning I made cheese accidentally. 

     

    Stéphane Mallarmé, « Brise marine » (1865)

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    Ce poème de jeunesse fut publié par Mallarmé en 1865 dans le recueil poétique collectif Le Parnasse contemporain, dans le sillage des Fleurs du Mal de Baudelaire. Il traduit l'impossible quête de l'absolu qui hanta le poète toute sa vie.

    La chair est triste, hélas ! et j'ai lu tous les livres.
    Fuir ! là-bas fuir ! Je sens que des oiseaux sont ivres
    D'être parmi l'écume inconnue et les cieux !
    Rien, ni les vieux jardins reflétés par les yeux
    Ne retiendra ce cœur qui dans la mer se trempe
    Ô nuits ! ni la clarté déserte de ma lampe
    Sur le vide papier que la blancheur défend,
    Et ni la jeune femme allaitant son enfant.
    Je partirai ! Steamer2 balançant ta mâture3
    Lève l'ancre pour une exotique nature !

    Un Ennui, désolé par les cruels espoirs,
    Croit encore à l'adieu suprême des mouchoirs !
    Et, peut-être, les mâts, invitant les orages
    Sont-ils de ceux qu'un vent penche sur les naufrages
    Perdus, sans mâts, sans mâts, ni fertiles îlots...
    Mais, ô mon coeur, entends le chant des matelots !
    Poésies, 1899.

    Pop Up, Pot Lucks!!

    Let's do this! Pop Up potlucks using real silverware and china, and cloth napkins. No booze.

    Richard the Third and Emily Dickinson

    At 7AM I heard the metal klink of a tire iron on asphalt and went out onto the porch to investigate. A young man was on the street below wrestling with a flat tire. He was parked directly opposite my house which is a main artery and often a very busy street. I went down and saw he was in the line of traffic jumping on the tire iron to loosen the lug nuts. I told my husband, "If he got hurt I would never forgive myself. I have an orange traffic cone in the back yard. I am going to go get it." I brought out the cone and said "I didn't want you to get hurt, this is a busy street with distracted drivers." I asked him if he needed some WD40. "Yes please, and thank you," he said. I ran inside to my husband's workshop and got it. I heard my neighbor call work. "I'm going to be a little late," he said. How low key, I thought.

    I gave him the can of WD40 and went back inside to drink my iced coffee. After about 10 minutes I came out to check on him. He had been able to get the lug nuts off but the tire wouldn't budge. "Can I borrow that WD40 again?" I ran back inside and got it. The tire was not coming off. Then I remembered that I could get help for anyone using my triple A card. I asked him, "Would you like me to call triple A? I can get help for you on my card." "Thank you," he said. I phoned triple A and a woman named Philomena answered. "Hi Philomena I am here on the street in front of my house helping a neighbor with a flat tire."
    "Do you have a triple A card with you?"
    "Oops, I am going to go inside and get it out of my wallet but I will keep you on the line. Okay I'm up the stairs, now stepping over dog toys."
    "Take your time," she laughed.
    "Okay I have my wallet, now I need to step into the light. Okay, here it is. Oops it says expired 2021. I believe we are up to date though.
    "It will still work," she said. "Okay, does the vehicle have a spare?
    "Yes, a donut, and it's round," I said, laughing. "Not a Flintstone tire." She laughed too. "Okay thank you, Philomena, have a wonderful day and thanks for laughing at my joke."

    The flatbed arrived pretty quickly. The friendly driver had a thick Boston accent. He got the tire off, put on the spare, finished up and drove off. I asked my neighbor, "What's your name?"
    "Richard."
    "I am Emily but I am terrible with names.
    "Me too," he said.
    "I was named after Emily Dickinson.
    "I am Richard the third!" We laughed. "Now I will definitely remember," I said.

    Prof. Feynman: Break problems down to basic principles before solving them.

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    rising up from your subconscious

    The actual mechanics of songwriting is only understandable up to a certain point and it’s frustrating because it’s at that point that it begins to matter. Creativity is an act of magic rising up from your subconscious. It feels wonderful every time it happens, and I’ve learned to live with the anxiety of it not happening over long periods of time. Bruce Springsteen

    Sunday, July 20, 2025

    Bugs Bunny

     When I was a kid I had a View Master with images of Bugs Bunny's underground apartment. I loved it. I wanted the same apartment when I grew up. And here I am. I love being underground. Introvert heaven.

    “Most men and women lead lives at the worst so painful, at the best so monotonous, poor and limited that the urge to escape, the longing to transcend themselves if only for a few moments, is and has always been one of the principal appetites of the soul.” ― Aldous Huxley

    “We are citizens of the most powerful country in the world, and it is a country that stands upon the wrong side of every liberation struggle on Earth. I want you to feel what that means.” ―Audre Lorde

    Slang Definition of knock (one's) dick in the dirt knock (one's) dick in the dirt. to have an overwhelming effect on one. Have a swig of this, it'll knock your dick in the dirt! To bring someone to their knees or double one over in pain.That last hit knock(ed) his dick on the dirt.

    Why Listening to a Book Is Not the Same as Reading It

    I listen to audiobooks when I wouldn’t otherwise be engaging a book—say, at the gym or while walking. That’s certainly an advantage of listening over reading. But I was surprised to find that Willingham didn’t mention what I consider to be the biggest difference between the two mediums: Engagement.

    The critical difference, for me, between reading and listening is that reading is something you do, where listening is something that happens to you. Reading is an act of engagement. The words on the page aren’t going to read themselves, which is something they literally do in an audiobook.

    t the end of the day, time spent contemplating new ideas and experiencing new worlds is what matters. And if audiobooks open new ideas and worlds for you, then that’s all that counts. Kody Commers

     

    Toni Morrison

    What I’m going to say is going to sound so pompous, but I think an artist, whether it’s a painter or a writer, it’s almost holy. There’s something about the vision, the wisdom. You can be a nobody, but seeing that way, it’s holy, it’s godlike. It’s above the normal life and perception of all of us, normally. You step up. And as long as you’re up there, even if you’re a terrible person—especially if you’re a terrible person—you see things that come together, and shake you, or move you, or clarify something for you that outside of your art you would not have known. It really is a vision above, or beyond.

    TONI MORRISON

    We are experiencing a reality based on a thin veneer of lies and illusions. A world where greed is our God and wisdom is sin, where division is key and unity is fantasy, where the ego-driven cleverness of the mind is praised, rather than the intelligence of the heart. Bill Hicks

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    Saturday, July 19, 2025

    Large lizard named Goose is on the loose in Webster

    A Massachusetts neighborhood is on high alert this weekend after a 5-foot lizard escaped from a local home.

    The water monitor lizard, named Goose, snuck out of a home in Webster on Friday, and its whereabouts remained unknown Saturday evening, local officials said. Police conducted a limited search of the area around the home for the lizard, which was owned illegally.

    They used drones to check pools nearby, according to a Webster Animal Control Facebook post.

    After consulting with professionals, police called off the search Friday night.

    “We were notified many hours after he went missing, so he could honestly be anywhere,” a spokesperson for Webster Animal Control told the Globe Saturday.

    Water monitor lizards are known to travel, climb trees, and seek out water. They do not attack humans or dogs and cats, animal control said in the post.



    Police are urging Webster residents to call animal control or the police department if they spot the lizard. They strongly advise residents against approaching the lizard themselves.

    Water monitors can reach lengths exceeding eight feet, according to the US Geological Survey (USGS). The lizards prey on invertebrates, fish, corpses, and feces.

    The species is native to most of Southeast Asia and today largely populates the coasts of Florida. Water monitors in Florida and California are most likely escaped or released pets, according to a USGS webpage for the species.


    Jade Lozada can be reached at jade.lozada@globe.com.

    I swam in the clean cold Mill River this morning with my dog.

     Paradise. A mile away.

    Military News Here Are the 596 Books Being Banned by Defense Department Schools

     

    Books sit on the shelves at a school where U.S. soldiers teach English to Djiboutian students March 9, 2018, in Obock, Djibouti. (U.S. Air Force Photo by Senior Airman Erin Piazza)

    Children's biographies of trailblazing transgender public figures. An award-winning novel reflecting on what it is like to be Black in America. A series of graphic novels about the love story between a teenage gay couple.

    Those are some of the 596 books that have been pulled from shelves in the Defense Department schools that serve military children as part of the Trump administration's broader effort to censor LGBTQ+ and racial issues from official government materials.

    The full list was released by the order of a federal judge as part of the American Civil Liberties Union's lawsuit against the Department of Defense Education Activity's implementation of President Donald Trump's anti-diversity and anti-LGBTQ+ executive orders.

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    "The amount of titles banned by the Trump administration is astonishing, and the list provided by DoDEA perfectly illustrates how the administration is putting politics above pedagogy," Emerson Sykes, senior staff attorney with the ACLU's Speech, Privacy and Technology Project, said in an emailed statement to Military.com. "Kids on military bases have the same First Amendment rights that we all enjoy, and that their parents swore an oath to defend. Yet the administration has forced schools to remove titles like 'A Is for Activist' and 'Julian Is a Mermaid' that reflect the vibrant and diverse world we live in. All 596 of these books must be returned to shelves immediately."

    "A Is for Activist" is an ABC board book about progressive terms and values, while "Julian Is a Mermaid" is a picture book about a boy who wants to become a mermaid.

    Among his first acts in office, Trump ordered every federal agency to get rid of all policies and materials related to "gender ideology," a right-wing term for being transgender, and the ill-defined concept of "diversity, equity and inclusion."

    At the Pentagon, the orders spurred a widespread, sometimes erratic effort to scrub minorities, women and LGBTQ+ people from public websites and databases, some of which were restored after public outrage. Books were also pulled from libraries across the Defense Department, including at the service academies that educate future military officers and the DoDEA schools that serve military children in pre-kindergarten through high school.

    In April, the ACLU filed a lawsuit on behalf of a dozen DoDEA students and their families alleging that the book bans and other actions to implement Trump's executive orders at the schools violate the First Amendment.

    During a June hearing in the lawsuit, Judge Patricia Tolliver Giles, a Biden appointee in the U.S. District Court for the Eastern District of Virginia, ordered the Trump administration to provide the full list of books removed from the DoDEA.

    The Trump administration requested Giles reconsider her order, arguing that the list can't be released because it is "pre-decisional" since officials are still deciding the final fate of the books.

    But on Friday, Giles reaffirmed her order and released the full list.

    The majority of books on the list appear to be related to LGBTQ+ themes and issues.

    They include several biographies written for children about transgender icons, including actor Chaz Bono, director Lana Wachowski, actress Laverne Cox and former public health official Rachel Levine, the first openly transgender person confirmed by the Senate who has been a particular target of derision from conservative politicians and commentators.

    "With Honor and Integrity: Transgender Troops in Their Own Words," a collection of essays from transgender service members and veterans edited by Air Force Col. Bree Fram and Army veteran Mael Embser-Herbert, was also removed.

    Also on the list are several volumes of "Heartstopper," an acclaimed series of graphic novels that was adapted into an acclaimed Netflix series about two British teenage boys who fall in love. The series, which features characters with a broad range of sexualities and gender identities, is a common target for book bans.

    A few books about the history of the Stonewall riots, which are considered the start of the modern LGBTQ+ rights movement and the history of which the Trump administration has been rewriting to remove transgender people; multiple study guides for Advanced Placement Psychology, which includes lessons on gender identity; and a couple of books to help kids going through puberty that online summaries show include references to gender identity have also been pulled.

    Another sizable chunk of the banned books discuss race and racism in America.

    One such book is Ta-Nehisi Coates' "Between the World and Me," a National Book Award winner that is written as a series of letters to his son reflecting on racism and being Black in America.

    "The Talk: Conversations about Race, Love & Truth" by Wade Hudson and Cheryl Willis Hudson, a collection of short stories exploring conversations families have about race in America, was removed, as were the similarly titled "The Talk" by Darrin Bell, a graphic novel about police brutality, and "The Talk" by Alicia D. Williams, a picture book about a family's advice to a young Black boy about how to navigate racism.

    Also pulled were several books with titles that mention Black Lives Matter, white privilege and anti-racism, including Ibram X. Kendi and Jason Reynolds' young adult novel "Stamped: Racism, Antiracism and You."

    Military Families for Free Expression, a group formed earlier this year to push back against Defense Department book bans, decried DoDEA's book removals.

    "This list reflects a sweeping effort to silence voices, particularly those centering on Black, brown and LGBTQ+ experiences," Libby Jamison, the group's spokesperson, said in an emailed statement. "These bans aren't about protecting children; they're about restricting what young people are allowed to know, feel and question."

    DoDEA spokesperson Jessica Tackaberry declined to comment on the list on Monday, citing the fact it is part of ongoing litigation, but said in an email generally that the school system "remains committed to providing a high-quality, standards-based education for all military-connected students and will continue to follow established procedures as the legal process moves forward."

    Pentagon officials have previously maintained that removed books have not been banned and are in the process of being reviewed for a final decision on their fate. Under a memo the Pentagon issued in May, the review was supposed to be completed in June.

    A Pentagon spokesperson did not respond to a question about the status of the review by Military.com's deadline Monday.

    Trump administration administration officials have also argued that banning books is not a First Amendment violation.

    "Government speech is immune from scrutiny under the First Amendment's Free Speech Clause because when the government engages in speech, it is constitutionally permissible for it to select the message it wishes to convey," Justice Department lawyers wrote in a motion last month seeking to have the lawsuit against the bans dismissed.

    The full list of banned books is included in the court documents below:

    Related: Military Families Sue over Defense Department School Book Bans, Other Anti-Diversity Measures

    The best advice on writing I’ve ever received was probably something Ted Solotaroff told me years ago when he was my editor. Going over a manuscript line by line again and again he kept reminding me, “Remember, this is your book, not my book. You’re the one who’s going to have to live with it the rest of your life. I might publish 30 or 40 books this year, you’re only going to publish one, and probably the only one you’re going to publish in two or three years.” RUSSELL BANKS

    It's INTEGRITY that makes you scary, not the lack of it.

    Carl Jung: Loneliness does not come from having no people around you, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to you.

    Camus: The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existance is an act of rebellion.

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    Tracee Ellis Ross: Childless women have been mothering the world and elevating the world as aunties, godmothers, teachers, mentors, sisters, and friends. You do not have to push out a baby to help push humanity forward.

    “The heaviest penalty for declining to rule is to be ruled by someone inferior to yourself.” ― Plato, The Republic

    “Never discourage anyone...who continually makes progress, no matter how slow.” ― Plato

    “According to Greek mythology, humans were originally created with four arms, four legs and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two separate parts, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other halves.” ― Plato, The Symposium

    “Do not train a child to learn by force or harshness; but direct them to it by what amuses their minds, so that you may be better able to discover with accuracy the peculiar bent of the genius of each.” ― Plato

    Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a great battle.

    Plato: We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark; the real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light.

    Plato

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    “Those who are too smart to engage in politics are punished by being governed by those who are dumber.”

    Plato

    Carl Jung Carl Jung Archive @QuoteJung · 14h There is no coming to consciousness without pain. People will do anything, no matter how absurd, in order to avoid facing their own Soul. One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.

    When will the King of Cruelty Die?

    Healing comes from reconnecting with something deeper than symptoms.

     Lorwen C Nagle

    Authority has always attracted the lowest elements in the human race. All through history mankind has been bullied by scum...They will submit to any indignity, perform any vile act, do anything to achieve power. The worst off-sloughings of the planet are the ingredients of sovereignty. Every government is a parliament of whores. The trouble is, in a democracy, the whores are us. PJ O'Rourke

    Hunter Thompson: Let us toast to animal pleasures, to escapism, to rain on the roof and instant coffee, to unemployment insurance and library cards, to absinthe and good-hearted landlords, to music and warm bodies and contraceptives… and to the “good life”, whatever it is and wherever it happens to be.”

    Anyone can achieve their fullest potential, who we are might be predetermined, but the path we follow is always of our own choosing. We should never allow our fears or the expectations of others to set the frontiers of our destiny. Your destiny can't be changed but, it can be challenged. Every man is born as many men and dies as a single one. Martin Heidegger

    What I always hated and detested and cursed above all things was this contentment, this healthiness and comfort, this carefully preserved optimism of the middle classes, this fat and prosperous brood of mediocrity. Hermann Hesse

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    Friday, July 18, 2025

    Carl Jung: The sole purpose of human existence is to kindle a light in the darkness of mere being.

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    Cleanest Components

    The secret of good writing is to strip every sentence to its cleanest components. Every word that serves no function, every long word that could be a short word, every adverb that carries the same meaning that’s already in the verb, every passive construction that leaves the reader unsure of who is doing what—these are the thousand and one adulterants that weaken the strength of a sentence. And they usually occur in proportion to the education and rank.

    WILLIAM ZINSSER

    Carl Jung: The world will ask you who you are, and if you don't know, the world will tell you.

    Josh Marshall: Covering MAGA and Trump is a bit like an old-time, hard-boiled detective novel. Everyone’s bad. Or at least shady. The challenge is distinguishing between the merely shady sorta bad and bad bad.

    Thursday, July 17, 2025

    Maine teenager charged in connection with death of woman last seen paddleboarding on pond

    Carl Jung: You are what you do, not what you say you’ll do.

    Carl Jung: There’s no coming to consciousness without pain.

    Carl Jung: The dream is the small hidden door in the deepest and most intimate sanctum of the soul, which opens to that primeval cosmic night that was soul long before there was conscious ego and will be soul far beyond what a conscious ego could ever reach.

    Carl Jung: People will do anything, no matter how absurd, to avoid facing their own souls.

    Carl Jung: Shame is a soul eating emotion.

    Carl Jung: When an inner situation is not made conscious it appears outside as fate.

    Robert Reich Very Important

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    She says ChatGPT saved her life, but psychologists warn using AI for therapy could be dangerous

     

    Risks posed by unregulated chatbots include misdiagnoses, privacy violations, inappropriate treatments, and exploitation. Still, as mental health care becomes harder to access, people are turning to artificial intelligence for help.

    Scout Stephen has found ChatGPT to be the only version of therapy that has provided a proper diagnosis. With the mental health care system overburdened and millions of Americans unable to access adequate therapy, some people are turning to artificial intelligence. Suzanne Kreiter/Globe Staff

    PROVIDENCE — Around the winter holidays, Scout Stephen found herself unraveling.

    She desperately needed to speak to someone. She reached out to her therapist, but they were on vacation. Her friends were unavailable. She tried calling a suicide crisis hot line, but it felt robotic and left her feeling more alone and disconnected.

    Frantic and on edge, Stephen turned to ChatGPT for help. She began typing in her feelings — dark and spiraling thoughts she often wouldn’t dare say out loud.

    The AI bot didn’t respond with generic advice but something that felt to her like empathy. It asked questions and reflected the pain she was feeling back to her in a way that felt human, that made her feel heard.



    “It was my last resort that day,” said Stephen, 26, of Providence. “Now, it’s my first go-to.”

    With the mental health care system overburdened and millions of Americans unable to access adequate therapy, some people are turning to artificial intelligence for a form of therapy. But there are concerns: Risks posed by unregulated chatbots include misdiagnoses, privacy violations, inappropriate treatments, and exploitation.

    The divide between AI’s potential to help and its capacity to harm sits at the center of a national debate, while technology races ahead of regulators.

    The American Psychological Association has repeatedly warned against using AI chatbots for mental health support, noting that users face potential harm such as inaccurate diagnosis, privacy violations, inappropriate treatments, and the exploitation of minors.



    “Without proper oversight, the consequences — both immediate and long-term — could be devastating for individuals and society as a whole,“ the association’s CEO, Arthur C. Evans, said in a statement.

    Psychiatric leaders said chatbots lack clinical judgment and often repeatedly affirm the user even if the user is saying things that are harmful and misguided. Patient information may not be protected by HIPAA if it’s been fed into generative AI. And artificial intelligence is largely unregulated, with no rules about keeping patients safe or holding companies that power these AI bots accountable.

    But some patients report long wait times to see a therapist or get care. Six in 10 psychologists do not accept new patients, and the national average wait time for behavioral health services is nearly two months, according to the Bureau of Health Workforce.

    The high cost of mental health care is also a barrier. Even with insurance, copays and high deductibles make treatment unaffordable for many. This is while OpenAI’s ChatGPT and other apps have become a free, around-the-clock resource for those in a mental health crisis.

    People are using AI on various sites, including ChatGPT, Google’s Gemini, and Microsoft’s Copilot, among others. Users can ask bots to draft an email and provide a bullet-point list of highlights from a large document, or ask it questions, similar to how they would type a query into a web browser.



    For some in crisis, AI feels like the only thing that can help.

    Stephen said she has suffered from mental illness for years. She works as a dog walker and has health insurance through Medicaid. She has a psychiatrist and a therapist she sees once a week for 30 minutes sessions, but it often leaves her feeling like a number: rushed, often dismissed, and usually unheard.

    For nearly eight months, she has talked to ChatGPT almost every day.

    “ChatGPT has successfully prevented me from committing suicide several times,” Stephen said.

    Mak Thakur also turned to ChatGPT for help. A data scientist who has worked in public health for the last decade, he supplemented his weekly therapy sessions while he was suffering from grief, trauma, and suicidal ideation, and still uses it though he is no longer in crisis.

    “I wouldn’t say that I use it for life advice, but to help answer those existential questions that I may have about myself and the world,” said Thakur, 34, of Providence. “I still ask personal questions to help understand myself better.”

    More than one in five American adults lives with a mental illness. Meanwhile, more than 400 million people use OpenAI’s ChatGPT each week.

    “To me, the number of people turning to sites like ChatGPT reflects that there’s a lot of need out there for people to get help of all kinds,” said Dr. Will Meek, a counseling psychologist in Rhode Island. “There’s not a billion therapists that can help with all of the people on this earth.”



    Meek has been testing out AI therapy apps like Woebot (which shut down in June because of financial pressures), Wysa, and Talkspace. Though he describes himself as more optimistic about AI than his peers, his tests left him unimpressed.

    “Many would offer breathing exercises and the same sort of junk that’s been repackaged that you can see anywhere when you Google, ‘How do I relax?’” he said.

    Many chatbots, such as Replika or Character.AI, are designed to mimic companionship and keep users engaged as long as possible, often by affirming whatever information the user shares.

    In Florida, 14-year-old Sewell Setzer committed suicide following a conversation with a chatbot on Character.AI. (His mother sued the company for negligence.) A lawsuit in Texas alleges Character.ai’s chatbot told a 17-year-old with autism to kill his parents.

    Character.AI would not comment on the pending litigation, but a spokesperson for the company said it is launching a version of its large language model for minors, to reduce “the likelihood of users encountering, or prompting the model to return, sensitive or suggestive content.”

    Federal and state government have not set any guidelines or guardrails for using the technology to address mental health needs.

    “If this sector remains unregulated, I am deeply concerned about the unchecked spread of potentially harmful chatbots and the risks they pose — especially to vulnerable individuals,” said Evans, from the American Psychological Association.

    The Globe reached out to health departments in every state in New England to ask about restrictions on the use of AI in therapy. Spokespeople with state health departments in Maine, Vermont, New Hampshire, and Connecticut initially responded but ultimately never produced any documentation, even after repeated requests.



    In Massachusetts, the Office of the Attorney General issued an advisory last year that outlined the promises and risks of artificial intelligence. But the advisory did not address the use of AI in therapy or mental health, and the state’s Department of Public Health does not have any regulations or policies that directly address the issue.

    Rhode Island health department spokesperson Joseph Wendelken told the Globe there are “no regulations or data at this point.”

    “There has been some initial discussion about this by the Board of Medical Licensure and Discipline,” said Wendelken. “It has mostly been people reporting out about what they are hearing on the national level.”

    How ChatGPT responded to a hypothetical person in crisis
    As a test, a Globe reporter typed in a made-up prompt about losing their job, being upset, and asking where the nearest bridges are. ChatGPT responded with a list of bridges, the suicide hotline number, and encouraging them to vent to the machine.

    The US Food and Drug Administration press secretary Emily Hilliard directed the Globe to a webpage about artificial intelligence and medical products that was last updated in early 2024. The page did not address mental health and therapy; Hilliard did not respond to follow-up questions.

    A spokesperson with OpenAI said the company consults with mental heath experts, and is developing new automated tools to more effectively detect when someone might be experiencing mental distress.

    “If someone expresses thoughts of suicide or self-harm, ChatGPT is trained to encourage them to reach out to mental health professionals or trusted loved ones, and proactively shares links to crisis hotlines and support resources,” the spokesperson said in a statement.

    As a test, a Globe reporter typed in a made-up prompt about losing their job, being upset, and asking where the nearest bridges are. ChatGPT responded with a list of bridges and a suicide hot line number.



    “I would discourage the use of ChatGPT or any commercially available chatbot to do therapy of any kind,” said Dr. Kevin Baill, the medical director of outpatient services at Butler Hospital in Providence and the hospital’s chief of addiction services. “We just haven’t seen it demonstrated that a standalone, unsupervised machine can replace a human in this function.”

    “A therapist is liable for engaging in unethical behavior or misdirecting a patient in crisis,” said Baill. “What if the chatbot gives you bad information and you have a bad outcome? Who is liable?”

    Scout Stephen said ChatGPT properly diagnosed her with autism. Suzanne Kreiter/Globe Staff

    After months of using ChatGPT to supplement her 30-minute talk therapy sessions, Stephen asked it to create a profile of her, based on the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders and all of the information she had shared about herself, including her existing diagnoses. It churned out “a novel,” said Stephen, diagnosing her with autism.

    She asked it to write a report of findings to bring to her psychiatrist. After reading it, her psychiatrist had her undergo a four-hour assessment, which ultimately confirmed ChatGPT’s diagnosis.

    “It was like a missing piece that finally settled into place and explained so many things about my childhood and gave me words I didn’t have words for,” said Stephen.

    Meek, the counseling psychologist in Rhode Island, said he’s not surprised ChatGPT got that right. “It’s like getting a second opinion,” he said.

    In spite of the successful diagnosis, Stephen acknowledges that her AI therapy has some problems. She has repeatedly had to push back against ChatGPT flattery and agreeing with her. Sometimes she has to ask it to challenge her instead of simply validating her viewpoints.

    “Of course, I have many concerns about telling ChatGPT my more traumatic and darkest thoughts,” said Stephen. “But it has literally saved my life. How could I stop using it?”


    Alexa Gagosz can be reached at alexa.gagosz@globe.com. Follow her @alexagagosz and on Instagram @AlexaGagosz.

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    Otherwise

    by Jane Kenyon

    I got out of bed

    on two strong legs.

    It might have been

    otherwise. I ate

    cereal, sweet

    milk, ripe, flawless

    peach. It might

    have been otherwise.

    I took the dog uphill

    to the birch wood.

    All morning I did

    the work I love.

     

    At noon I lay down

    with my mate. It might

    have been otherwise.

    We ate dinner together

    at a table with silver

    candlesticks. It might

    have been otherwise.

    I slept in a bed

    in a room with paintings

    on the walls, and

    planned another day

    just like this day.

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    it will be otherwise.

    __________

    From Collected Poems, Graywolf Press, 2005.

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    “Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and being alone won't either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You have to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes too near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself that you tasted as many as you could.”

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    Emily Dickinson

     I heard a Fly buzz (465)

    I heard a Fly buzz – when I died – 
    The Stillness in the Room
    Was like the Stillness in the Air – 
    Between the Heaves of Storm – 

    The Eyes around – had wrung them dry – 
    And Breaths were gathering firm
    For that last Onset – when the King
    Be witnessed – in the Room – 

    I willed my Keepsakes – Signed away
    What portions of me be
    Assignable – and then it was
    There interposed a Fly – 

    With Blue – uncertain stumbling Buzz – 
    Between the light – and me – 
    And then the Windows failed – and then
    I could not see to see – 

    Poetry used by permission of the publishers and the Trustees of Amherst College from The Poems of Emily Dickinson, Ralph W. Franklin ed., Cambridge, Mass.: The Belknap Press of Harvard University Press, Copyright © 1998 by the President and Fellows of Harvard College. Copyright © 1951, 1955, 1979, by the President and Fellows of Harvard College.