Friday, June 30, 2017

Cheering Up

My neighbor and maintenance man of the neighborhood, Mark Shultz, raked all of the garbage from against the chain link the fence near the school. He was appropriately worried that fireworks and loose paper are a bad combination. I thanked him profusely. Lately the parking lot has been a haven for the moms and dads and happy kids.

Loaves of Love

On hot humid days it can be satisfying to bake bread. In this weather the dough rises fast and begs to be baked. I made two buckets of dough which became six semolina sourdough loaves.

Friends and Neighbors

At Price Rite tonight we saw the cutest little boy with his mom. I said hello. After we got home and unloaded the groceries I set out to go swimming at the pool down the street. When I stepped out the front door I saw the same little boy and his mom unloading groceries across the street. We laughed when we saw each other again. They're my new neighbors!

Victor Hugo

The supreme happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved.
― Victor Hugo

To love another person is to see the face of God.
― Victor Hugo

Music expresses that which cannot be put into words and that which cannot remain silent.
― Victor Hugo

He never went out without a book under his arm, and he often came back with two.
― Victor Hugo, Les Misérables

What Is Love? I have met in the streets a very poor young man who was in love. His hat was old, his coat worn, the water passed through his shoes and the stars through his soul.
― Victor Hugo, Les Misérables

Even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise.
― Victor Hugo, Les Misérables

To put everything in balance is good, to put everything in harmony is better.
― Victor Hugo

Not being heard is no reason for silence.
― Victor Hugo

You ask me what forces me to speak? a strange thing; my conscience.
― Victor Hugo

If I speak, I am condemned. If I stay silent, I am damned!
― Victor Hugo

No army can withstand the strength of an idea whose time has come.
― Victor Hugo

An Even Shorter Haircut

I have been thinking for days and I did it again. I cut my hair, by myself using hair-cutting scissors. This time I cut my hair even shorter. I love it! In the spirit of Judi Dench and Lori Anderson.

Write to the RI Secretary of State

Dear Secretary Gorbea,

We are alarmed by the recent letter apparently sent from the Presidential Advisory Commission on Election Integrity requesting voter registration information from all fifty secretaries of state. What is being requested is an enormous amount of personal information for reasons that we find suspicious. Voter fraud has been hyped as a huge problem in this country, contrary to any evidence. We are not comfortable with my personal voting information in the hands of this commission. We do know that some of this information is considered public, but we are counting on you and the State of Rhode Island to be vigilant stewards of this information.

We hope that you follow the lead of the secretaries of state of Virginia, California, Kentucky, Vermont, Massachusetts, and Connecticut in refusing to provide this information to the commission.

Thank you,
William H Calhoun
Emily Lisker

Pasta Dictionary

Size (and shape) Matters
Pasta shapes Dictionary
https://pastafits.org/pasta-dictionary/

Heal Knots in Your Back

Lie down on a hollow rubber racquetball or Pinky ball to ease the knots. Don't do this more than a few minutes a day to allow time for healing.

Hazards of Pools without Ventilation

I open the outside doors at the indoor pool on my street. Even traffic fumes are better than having no air! Sadly the building owner refuses to fix the ventilation problem.

Indoor Pool Ventilation
Indoor swimming pools continuously produce large quantities of chlorine laden water vapor through the process of pool evaporation.

When water vapor has no escape from these air tight structures, it causes numerous problems such as:
rust,
blistering of paint,
deterioration of structural supports
and many other negative cosmetic effects on your building.

As a result repair or replacement of damaged items can be very costly and time consuming. Patrons and staff of indoor pools must also endure an unpleasant environment. They are surrounded in the physical discomfort of high humidity. The mold, mildew, bacteria and fungi that grow in these moist conditions can effect their health. These growths give off low-molecular weight volatile organic compounds (VOCs), many of which are poisonous and have potent odors.
Bathhouses, mechanical equipment rooms, storage areas and indoor swimming pool enclosures shall be ventilated, either by natural or mechanical means. Room ventilation shall prevent direct drafts on swimmers and shall minimize condensation. A minimum of two air changes per hour shall be provided for indoor pool areas. Heating units shall be kept from contact with swimmers. Fuel-burning heating
equipment shall be installed and vented to the outdoors in accordance with the Uniform Code.
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Opium of the People

“Religion used to be the opium of the people. To those suffering humiliation, pain, illness, and serfdom, religion promised the reward of an after life. But now, we are witnessing a transformation, a true opium of the people is the belief in nothingness after death, the huge solace, the huge comfort of thinking that for our betrayals, our greed, our cowardice, our murders, we are not going to be judged.”
― Czesław Miłosz

Czesław Miłosz

“I am composed of contradictions, which is why poetry is a better form for me than philosophy”
― Czesław Miłosz

“All of us yearn for the highest wisdom, but we have to rely on ourselves in the end.”
― Czesław Miłosz

“It is sweet to think I was a companion in an expedition that never ends”
― Czesław Miłosz

“I have defined poetry as a 'passionate pursuit of the Real.”
― Czesław Miłosz

Shadow

“What has no shadow has no strength to live.”
― Czesław Miłosz

Voice of Passion

“The voice of passion is better than the voice of reason. The passionless cannot change history.”
― Czesław Miłosz

The Family

“When a writer is born into a family, the family is finished.”
― Czesław Miłosz

Forget the Suffering

“Forget the suffering
You caused others.
Forget the suffering
Others caused you.
The waters run and run,
Springs sparkle and are done,
You walk the earth you are forgetting.

Sometimes you hear a distant refrain.
What does it mean, you ask, who is singing?
A childlike sun grows warm.
A grandson and a great-grandson are born.
You are led by the hand once again.

The names of the rivers remain with you.
How endless those rivers seem!
Your fields lie fallow,
The city towers are not as they were.
You stand at the threshold mute.”
― Czesław Miłosz

Czesław Miłosz

“The bright side of the planet moves toward darkness
And the cities are falling asleep, each in its hour,
And for me, now as then, it is too much.
There is too much world.”
― Czesław Miłosz, The Separate Notebooks

Dedicated to invisible Countries

“I was not meant to live anywhere except in Paradise.
Such, simply, was my genetic inadaptation.
Here on earth every prick of a rose-thorn changed into a wound. When the sun hid behind a cloud, I grieved.
I pretended to work like others from morning to evening, but I was absent, dedicated to invisible countries.”
― Czesław Miłosz

The Living

“The living owe it to those who no longer can speak to tell their story for them.”
― Czesław Miłosz, The Issa Valley

Tomber Amoureux

“Tomber amoureux. To fall in love. Does it occur suddenly or gradually? If gradually, when is the moment “already”? I would fall in love with a monkey made of rags. With a plywood squirrel. With a botanical atlas. With an oriole. With a ferret. With a marten in a picture. With the forest one sees to the right when riding in a cart to Jaszuny. With a poem by a little-known poet. With human beings whose names still move me. And always the object of love was enveloped in erotic fantasy or was submitted, as in Stendhal, to a “cristallisation,” so it is frightful to think of that object as it was, naked among the naked things, and of the fairy tales about it one invents. Yes, I was often in love with something or someone. Yet falling in love is not the same as being able to love. That is something different.”
― Czesław Miłosz

Invisible Guests

“The purpose of poetry is to remind us
how difficult it is to remain just one person,
for our house is open, there are no keys in the doors,
and invisible guests come in and out at will.”
― Czesław Miłosz

Czesław Miłosz

“Not that I want to be a god or a hero. Just to change into a tree, grow for ages, not hurt anyone.”
― Czesław Miłosz

In a Room

“In a room where
people unanimously maintain
a conspiracy of silence,
one word of truth
sounds like a pistol shot.”
― Czesław Miłosz

Czesław Miłosz

“Learning

To believe you are magnificent. And gradually to discover that you are not magnificent. Enough labor for one human life.”
― Czesław Miłosz

Lazy Summer Salad

When I am hungry and being my athletic self I am always thinking about my next meal or rather my next half a dozen meals. I used to be a prep cook in restaurants so I tend to still cook the way I did, as if I had ten children. Perhaps the real reason is I am impatient and lazy. When I make the effort I want to coast a little. So when I bake bread I make 4- 6 loaves and when I make granola I make three pounds. Last week I made six pounds of German potato salad and a tub of buttermilk coleslaw.

Yesterday I pressure cooked 2 pounds of tricolor penne rigate pasta in 3 inches of water and a bloop of olive oil. It was ready in 4 minutes! I saved the leftover pasta stock in the fridge. Then I made a simple oil vinegar mustard salt sugar Adobo garlic salad dressing and poured it over the pasta. I grated about 8 carrots and chopped up two red onions, I added a cup of green olives stuffed with pimentos, and a few more sprinkles of Adobo.

I had soaked a pound of kidney beans all day and decided to pressure cook them in the pasta stock and enough water to cover the beans. They were ready and delicious in only 20 minutes. We ate the pasta salad and had the beans for "dessert".

Size (and shape) Matters
Pasta shapes Dictionary
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Frederick Law Olmsted

In 1865, Frederick Law Olmsted wrote a treatise on national parks at the request of the Board of Yosemite Commissioners. In it, the landscape architect — whose most famous work is New York’s Central Park — wrote:

“It is a scientific fact that the occasional contemplation of natural scenes of an impressive character, particularly if this contemplation occurs in connection with relief from ordinary cares, change of air and change of habits, is favorable to the health and vigor of men and especially to the health and vigor of their intellect beyond any other conditions which can be offered them, that it not only gives pleasure for the time being but increases the subsequent capacity for happiness and the means of securing happiness.”

Czeslaw Milosz

“Language is the only homeland.”
-Czeslaw Milosz

First Thoughts

Last night we walked Lily and we ended up having a storytelling visit with our friend Steve who is also a teacher.

Thursday, June 29, 2017

Dreams and Wishes for the City Children

I would love to see Woonsocket have a FREE outdoor PUBLIC pool like they have many of all over NYC. Kids would be able to learn how to swim which could save their life.

I wonder if CVS headquarters (here) would be interested in backing the expense maintenance and liability of this.

10 Foods for Faster Swimming

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Job Description

The librarian who doesn't do numbers and alphabets. The police detective who doesn't drive or use firearms. The therapist who can't sit still. The actress who won't memorize lines.

The Job: True Tales from the Life of a New York City Cop

I'm loving this book so much I am reading out loud to my husband.

Wednesday, June 28, 2017

Walking Lily

On my walk I met a girl who is staying with friends while her dad is in rehab. We had a chat about the drug epidemic and Narcan training and then we talked about our rescue dogs. "I saw a duck on the pond with ducklings. When I went over I saw that her foot was tangled in fishing line so I got a towel and wrapped her. Her wings were flapping but I was able to cut off the fishing line," she said.
"That's so great, you're a hero," I said. I told her about the mocking bird dive bombing me and Lily this morning.

On the way home the boys on Jade Street were rolling down their steep grassy lawn. Lily climbed up next to them and threw herself on her back and rolled with them. It made us laugh. Then their dad called to them from the back yard. As I was walking away I heard the boys tell their mom about Lily rolling with them. It was so cute.

Teaching How to Tell Time

I never in a million years imagined that telling time would go out of fashion. Let's get out the paper plates and make clock faces so the kids can learn.

Dive Bomb Bird

This morning on my way to the library I was startled by a commotion of birds above my head. It was a mocking bird fighting with a robin in the maple tree. As I resumed walking the mocking bird came after me and Lily. I couldn't believe it. Lily and I were getting dive bombed by a mocking bird in front of the police station!

Teaching Cursive!

Article
"...scientific research (and common sense) indicates learning how to write cursive helps the development of motor skills. Writing for Psychology Today, Dr. William Klemm explains, “The benefits to brain development are similar to what you get with learning to play a musical instrument.”

Surviving Mental Illness Through Humor

BOOK
by Jessica Azar, Alyson Herzig, Linda Roy(Contributor), Lea Grover (Contributor), Michelle Matthews

If you’re living with a mental illness, you’re in good company. Disease doesn’t discriminate; One in four people suffer from mental illness, and yet the stigma still remains. Surviving Mental Illness Through Humor contains stories of hope, despair, and hilarity by writers who are walking the mental health journey, as they discuss their experiences with Depression, Anxiety, Bipolar Disorder, Anorexia, Agoraphobia, Panic Disorder and more.

While the lows of living with mental illness can be devastating, the disease doesn’t define the lives of these contributors, and it doesn’t have to define yours, either. Some of these essays will make your heart ache, some will make you cry with laughter, but in reading this Anthology you will see that living with mental illness doesn’t equal a life of endless misery. Join us as we ‘laugh stigma into submission’ by growing attitudes of acceptance and compassion.

Bruised Clouds and White Lightning

Last night we were at the window at sunset watching the bruised clouds and white lightning when it started to hail!
"These are voice of God clouds," my husband said.
"Yeah, God's trying to target the new city council for their evil deeds," I replied.

Philosopher Jean-Jacques Rousseau

It’s the birthday of the man who wrote, “Man is born free, and everywhere he is in chains”: philosopher Jean-Jacques Rousseau (books by this author), born in Geneva in 1712. He left home at 16 and wandered around Europe for the next 14 years. He moved to Paris when he was 30, and took up with a group of philosophers. He also took up with Thérèse Le Vasseur, a semi-literate laundry maid at his hostel; the two began a lifelong relationship that produced five children, according to Rousseau. He placed all of them into orphanages.

Rousseau was well versed in music, and wrote ballets and operas; he could easily have been successful as a composer, but the stage made his Swiss Calvinist sensibilities uneasy. One day he was walking to visit his friend and fellow philosopher Denis Diderot, who was in jail, and he had an epiphany: modern progress had corrupted rather than improved mankind. He became famous overnight upon publication of his essay A Discourse on the Sciences and the Arts (1750). The essay informed nearly everything else he wrote, and eventually he would turn away completely from music and the theater to focus on literature.

In Discourse on the Origin of Inequality (1755) he continued to explore the theme that civilization had led to most of what was wrong with people: living in a society led to envy and covetousness; owning property led to social inequality; possessions led to poverty. Society exists to provide peace and protect those who owned property, and therefore government is unfairly weighted in favor of the rich. In it, he wrote: “The first man who, having enclosed a piece of ground, bethought himself of saying This is mine, and found people simple enough to believe him, was the real founder of civil society. From how many crimes, wars, and murders, from how many horrors and misfortunes might not any one have saved mankind, by pulling up the stakes, or filling up the ditch, and crying to his fellows: Beware of listening to this imposter; you are undone if you once forget that the fruits of the earth belong to us all, and the earth itself to nobody.” His next two books, a criticism of the educational system (Émile) and a treatise of political philosophy (The Social Contract), both published in 1762, caused such an uproar that he fled France altogether. His work would prove inspirational to the leaders of the French Revolution, and they adopted the slogan from The Social Contract: Liberty, Equality, Fraternity.

He grew increasingly paranoid in his later years, convinced that his friends were plotting against him. He spent some time in England with David Hume, but his persecution complex eventually alienated him from most of his associates, and he found comfort only with Thérèse, whom he finally married in 1768.
- Writer's Almanac 6/28/17

Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“People who know little are usually great talkers, while men who know much say little.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“I prefer liberty with danger than peace with slavery.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“Man is born free, and everywhere he is in chains.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“The world of reality has its limits; the world of imagination is boundless.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“I am not made like any of those I have seen. I venture to believe that I am not made like any of those who are in existence. If I am not better, at least I am different.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“I would rather be a man of paradoxes than a man of prejudices.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau, Emile or On Education

“The first person who, having enclosed a plot of land, took it into his head to say this is mine and found people simple enough to believe him was the true founder of civil society. What crimes, wars, murders, what miseries and horrors would the human race have been spared, had some one pulled up the stakes or filled in the ditch and cried out to his fellow men: "Do not listen to this imposter. You are lost if you forget that the fruits of the earth belong to all and the earth to no one!”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau, The Social Contract and The Discourses

“What wisdom can you find greater than kindness.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“It is too difficult to think nobly when one thinks only of earning a living.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau, Confessions

“To be sane in a world of madman is in itself madness.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“Every person has a right to risk their own life for the preservation of it.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“To write a good love letter, you ought to begin without knowing what you mean to say, and to finish without knowing what you have written.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“Why should we build our happiness on the opinions of others, when we can find it in our own hearts?”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau, The Social Contract and Discourses

“Or, rather, let us be more simple and less vain.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“Those that are most slow in making a promise are the most faithful in the performance of it.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“Civilization is a hopeless race to discover remedies for the evils it produces.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“Man was born free, and he is everywhere in chains. Those who think themselves the masters of others are indeed greater slaves than they.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“Every man having been born free and master of himself, no one else may under any pretext whatever subject him without his consent. To assert that the son of a slave is born a slave is to assert that he is not born a man.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau, The Social Contract

“They say that Caliph Omar, when consulted about what had to be done with the library of Alexandria, answered as follows: 'If the books of this library contain matters opposed to the Koran, they are bad and must be burned. If they contain only the doctrine of the Koran, burn them anyway, for they are superfluous.' Our learned men have cited this reasoning as the height of absurdity. However, suppose Gregory the Great was there instead of Omar and the Gospel instead of the Koran. The library would still have been burned, and that might well have been the finest moment in the life of this illustrious pontiff.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau, Discourse on the Sciences and Arts (1st Discourse) and Polemics

“Everything is good as it comes from the hands of the Maker of the world, but degenerates once it gets into the hands of man.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“I perceive God everywhere in His works. I sense Him in me; I see Him all around me.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“All my misfortunes come of having thought too well of my fellows.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“...in respect of riches, no citizen shall ever be wealthy enough to buy another, and none poor enough to be forced to sell himself.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau, The Social Contract

“In truth, laws are always useful to those with possessions and harmful to those who have nothing; from which it follows that the social state is advantageous to men only when all possess something and none has too much.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau, The Social Contract

“I have never thought, for my part, that man's freedom consists in his being able to do whatever he wills, but that he should not, by any human power, be forced to do what is against his will.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau, Reveries of the Solitary Walker

“I hate books; they only teach us to talk about things we know nothing about.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“Trust your heart rather than your head.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“The first man who, having fenced in a piece of land, said "This is mine," and found people naïve enough to believe him, that man was the true founder of civil society. From how many crimes, wars, and murders, from how many horrors and misfortunes might not any one have saved mankind, by pulling up the stakes, or filling up the ditch, and crying to his fellows: Beware of listening to this impostor; you are undone if you once forget that the fruits of the earth belong to us all, and the earth itself to nobody.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau, Discourse on the Origin of Inequality

“The truth brings no man a fortune.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau

“There are times when I am so unlike myself that I might be taken for someone else of an entirely opposite character.”
― Jean-Jacques Rousseau, Confessions

Helen Keller

Though history tends to portray [Helen Keller] simply as an inspirational figure struggling with and overcoming the adversity of her handicaps, she tended to place her battles firmly in the political arena. In 1909, she joined the United States Socialist Party, and she supported Eugene V. Debs in his presidential campaigns. She joined the radical International Workers of the World in 1912, visiting workers in appalling conditions. “I have visited sweatshops, factories, crowded slums,” she said. “If I could not see it, I could smell it.” She also campaigned for women’s suffrage. She protested against World War I, and was one of the first members of the American Civil Liberties Union.
-Writer's Almanac

Lucille Clifton

“Children [...] need both windows and mirrors in their lives: mirrors through which you can see yourself and windows through which you can see the world,” she explained. “And minority children have not had mirrors. That has placed them at a disadvantage. If you want to call white children majority children — [they] have had only mirrors. That has placed them at a disadvantage also.”
-Lucille Clifton

Julia Kasdorf

I learned to create
from another’s suffering my own usefulness, and once
you know how to do this, you can never refuse.

To every house you enter, you must offer
healing: a chocolate cake you baked yourself,
the blessing of your voice, your chaste touch.

-excerpt from 'What I Learned from My Mother' by Julia Kasdorf, Sleeping Preacher

Tuesday, June 27, 2017

Our City has a Sabotaging City Council

It's a real shame when the city council is continually trying to sabotage the exciting growth for the city of Woonsocket. They should be ashamed of themselves. They will most certainly be voted OUT.

Monday, June 26, 2017

Double Dip Mermaid

This morning I got to the pool late but I swam anyway. I swam fast because I knowing I would have to stop swimming sooner than I wanted to. I was feeling blah so I decided to return to the pool to finish my morning swim in mid afternoon. I had never gone to the pool twice in one day. I swam and swam. It was worth it.

How Walking Benefits the Brain

Until recently, the blood supply to the brain (cerebral blood flow or CBF) was thought to be involuntarily regulated by the body and relatively unaffected by changes in the blood pressure caused by exercise or exertion. The NMHU research team and others previously found that the foot’s impact during running (4–5 G-forces) caused significant impact-related retrograde (backward-flowing) waves through the arteries that sync with the heart rate and stride rate to dynamically regulate blood circulation to the brain.

In the current study, the research team used non-invasive ultrasound to measure internal carotid artery blood velocity waves and arterial diameters to calculate hemispheric CBF to both sides of the brain of 12 healthy young adults during standing upright rest and steady walking (1 meter/second). The researchers found that though there is lighter foot impact associated with walking compared with running, walking still produces larger pressure waves in the body that significantly increase blood flow to the brain. While the effects of walking on CBF were less dramatic than those caused by running, they were greater than the effects seen during cycling, which involves no foot impact at all.

“New data now strongly suggest that brain blood flow is very dynamic and depends directly on cyclic aortic pressures that interact with retrograde pressure pulses from foot impacts,” the researchers wrote. “There is a continuum of hemodynamic effects on human brain blood flow within pedaling, walking and running. Speculatively, these activities may optimize brain perfusion, function, and overall sense of wellbeing during exercise.”

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Patrick Kennedy Interview

What’s your biggest mood challenge?
Managing stress. Stress triggers initially the mania of wanting to do everything and not being happy unless I get all these tasks completed. That then triggers the depression, which makes me feel as if I should just give up doing anything.

What’s your best coping strategy?
Working my 12-step program. Peer support, mindfulness, spirituality, and the principles of cognitive behavioral therapy. Exercise is also a key component to my maintaining balance. I alternate between running and swimming. I’m an addict, so I like to go the full distance—I’ll run 5 miles a day every other day, or I’ll swim a mile, mile and a half.

What’s up with One Mind, your initiative to promote research into brain-based disorders?

We’re working to develop standard protocols and processes so we can maximize the science being done across a multitude of academic and health centers. We’re also developing a process whereby research accrues to the benefit of many brain illnesses. For example, what we are learning about post-traumatic stress disorder will be beneficial to people with anxiety disorders, with other mood disorders, because the mechanisms that guide PTSD symptoms are common to a whole host of diagnoses. We all share the same brain.

When are you happiest?
When I’m with my family—reading to my toddler son, Owen, or holding baby Nora, or playing with my daughter Harper. It’s a joy to watch all the little idiosyncrasies of our children and to laugh about it with my amazing wife, Amy. I love mental health advocacy for similar reasons. I lose myself in it, I’m moved by it, and I feel like I have something to give back.

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Mood-Cycle Brain

Question:
What if you become numb?
Sometimes I have so many feelings that I become numb and immobilized.
My escape from this predicament is free expression in music. No tunes, no chords. Just notes, and lines.


Answer:

For me writing, and walking are paths through confusion. They are fundamentally linear, one word, one step after another. Sometimes my head is so noisy that I need to run or swim before I can write. I require the physical element to navigate my mood-cycle brain. Writing also helps me develop my consciousness.

Long notes on the horn are a bit like lap swimming. Making sounds and breathing seem to make a direct line to the brain. It's healing even if the mood remains sorrow. When I am blue it lasts for three months. I call it 'my other house'. I have to move in and get comfortable. Swimming is a godsend because it lifts me a 16th of an inch and that is a life saver. It also grounds me and disperses anxiety and stress which I often don't realize I am carrying until it's gone. That might be part of what lifts me a sixteenth of an inch, unloading my stress in the pool.

When I am flying it also lasts 3 months. I need to move in and get comfortable. I need to swim or run to focus and ground myself but this time it's from the other side of the spectrum. I need to make an effort to SLOW DOWN so I can keep up with myself and find clarity and focus.

It is lonely because it is a fascinating journey that I can only describe. But maybe that is true for everyone. Maybe this is what makes us want to communicate.

I pray that I can remain a physically healthy person to remain mentally healthy.

The creative mood-cycle brain types have a lot to teach each other.

Become an expert at understanding your mood cycle. It will help you and those around you as well as folks just starting their journey of understanding.

Pearl S. Buck

To take each day as a separate page, to be read carefully, savoring all of the details, this is best for me, I think.
― Pearl S. Buck, The Eternal Wonder

Pearl S. Buck

I will spend the rest of my life assembling my own mind and my own soul. I will take care of my body carefully, not that it may any more please a man, but because it houses me and therefore I am dependent upon it.
― Pearl S. Buck, Pavilion of Women

Find the Center

You must set forth and find the center of your interest. You are a creator, but you must find your interest and then dedicate yourself to that interest—not to the act of creativity. Merely to want to create will make it impossible for you to do so. You must find an interest greater than yourself—a love, perhaps—and then the power to create will set you on fire.
― Pearl S. Buck, The Eternal Wonder

Pearl S. Buck

Nothing in life is as good as the marriage of true minds between man and woman. As good? It is life itself.
― Pearl S. Buck

Pearl S. Buck

If you start to revise before you've reached the end, you're likely to begin dawdling with the revisions and putting off the difficult task of writing.
― Pearl S. Buck

Of Men and Women

A man is educated and turned out to work. But a woman is educated — and turned out to grass.
― Pearl S. Buck, Of Men and Women

We Learn

We learn as much from sorrow as from joy, as much from illness as from health, from handicap as from advantage—and indeed perhaps more.
― Pearl S. Buck, The Child Who Never Grew: A Memoir

This Life

I have enough for this life. If there is no other life, then this one has been enough to make it worth being born, myself a human being.
― Pearl S. Buck

Pearl S. Buck

We can't stop time, but it will sometimes stand still for love.
― Pearl S. Buck

Pearl S. Buck

He saw on the paper a picture of a man, white-skinned, who hung upon a crosspiece of wood. The man was without clothes except for a bit about his loins, and to all appearances he was dead, since his head drooped upon his shoulder and his eyes were closed above his bearded lips. Wang Lung looked at the pictured man in horror and with increasing interest.
― Pearl S. Buck, The Good Earth

Pearl S. Buck

It is the highest reward when a writer hears when a book written in doubt and solitude, has reached a human heart with a deeper meaning than even the writer had been aware of, as she wrote. It is something extra, the unexpected return.
― Pearl S. Buck

Pearl S. Buck

Self-expression must pass into communication for its fulfillment.
― Pearl S. Buck

Wandering

“Wandering is never waste, dear boy,' he said. 'While you wander you will find much to wonder about, and wonder is the first step to creation.”
― Pearl S. Buck, The Eternal Wonder

Pearl S. Buck

Somehow I had learned from Thoreau, who doubtless learned it from Confucius, that if a man comes to do his own good for you, then must you flee that man and save yourself.
― Pearl S. Buck, Fighting Angel

Joy in Work

The secret of joy in work is contained in one word- excellence. To know how to do something well is to enjoy it.
― Pearl S. Buck

One Word

There is one word that can be the guide for your life- it is the word reciprocity.
― Pearl S. Buck, Peony

To Read

To know how to read is to light a lamp in the mind, to release the soul from prison, to open a gate to the universe. from Pavilion of Women
― Pearl S. Buck

Pearl S. Buck

If our American way of life fails the child, it fails us all.
― Pearl S. Buck

Pearl S. Buck

Nothing is menial where there is love.
― Pearl S. Buck

Pearl S. Buck

None who have always been free can understand the terrible fascinating power of the hope of freedom to those who are not free.
― Pearl S. Buck

Pearl S. Buck

“You are free when you gain back yourself,” Madame Wu said. “You can be as free within these walls as you could be in the whole world. And how could you be free if, however far you wander, you still carry inside yourself the constant thought of him? See where you belong in the stream of life. Let it flow through you, cool and strong. Do not dam it with your two hands, lest he break the dam and so escape you. Let him go free, and you will be free.”
― Pearl S. Buck, Pavilion of Women: A Novel of Life in the Women's Quarters

Pearl S. Buck

“You are right,” he had said. “Love is not the word. No one can love his neighbor. Say, rather, ‘Know thy neighbor as thyself.” That is, comprehend his hardships and understand his position, deal with his faults as gently as with your own. Do not judge him where you do not judge yourself. Madame, this is the meaning of the word love."
― Pearl S. Buck, Pavilion of Women: A Novel of Life in the Women's Quarters

The Shadow

Race prejudice is not only a shadow over the colored — it is a shadow over all of us, and the shadow is darkest over those who feel it least and allow its evil effects to go on.
― Pearl S. Buck, What America Means To Me

America's Medieval Women

An intelligent, energetic, educated woman cannot be kept in four walls — even satin-lined, diamond-studded walls — without discovering sooner or later that they are still a prison cell.

(America's Medieval Women, Harper's Magazine, August 1938)”
― Pearl S. Buck

Understand

If you want to understand today, you have to search yesterday.
― Pearl S. Buck

Every Mistake

Every mistake has a halfway moment, a split second when it can be recalled and perhaps remedied.
― Pearl S. Buck

Within Reach

I am always glad when any of my books can be put into an inexpensive edition, because I like to think that any people who might wish to read them can do so. Surely books ought to be within reach of everybody.
― Pearl S. Buck, The Good Earth

Pearl S. Buck

One faces the future with one's past.
― Pearl S. Buck

Possible

All things are possible until they are proved impossible and even the impossible may only be so, as of now.
― Pearl S. Buck

Pearl S. Buck

“The young do not know enough to be prudent, and therefore they attempt the impossible -- and achieve it, generation after generation.”
― Pearl S. Buck

Woman, Man

Let woman out of the home, let man into it, should be the aim of education. The home needs man, and the world outside needs woman.
― Pearl S. Buck

The Rich

The rich are always afraid.
― Pearl S. Buck, The Good Earth

Sorrow Accepted

“Sorrow fully accepted brings its own gifts. For there is alchemy in sorrow. It can be transmitted into wisdom, which, if it does not bring joy, can yet bring happiness.”
― Pearl S. Buck, The Child Who Never Grew

Truth

The truth is always exciting. Speak it, then. Life is dull without it.
― Pearl S. Buck

Vigilance and Struggle

When good people in any country cease their vigilance and struggle, then evil men prevail.
― Pearl S. Buck

Pearl S. Buck

To eat bread without hope is still slowly to starve to death.
― Pearl S. Buck, To My Daughters, With Love

A Human Creature

The truly creative mind in any field is no more than this: A human creature born abnormally, inhumanly sensitive. To him... a touch is a blow, a sound is a noise, a misfortune is a tragedy, a joy is an ecstasy, a friend is a lover, a lover is a god, and failure is death. Add to this cruelly delicate organism the overpowering necessity to create, create, create -- so that
without the creating of music or poetry or books or buildings or something of meaning, his very breath is cut off from him. He must create, must pour out creation. By some strange, unknown, inward urgency he is not really alive unless he is creating.
― Pearl S. Buck

Love

Love cannot be forced, love cannot be coaxed and teased. It comes out of heaven, unasked and unsought.
― Pearl S. Buck

Pearl S. Buck

A good marriage is one which allows for change and growth in the individuals and in the way they express their love.
― Pearl S. Buck

To Serve

To serve is beautiful, but only if it is done with joy and a whole heart and a free mind.
― Pearl S. Buck

Pearl S. Buck

There are many ways of breaking a heart. Stories were full of hearts broken by love, but what really broke a heart was taking away its dream -- whatever that dream might be.
― Pearl S. Buck

Pearl S. Buck: Faith

I feel no need for any other faith than my faith in the kindness of human beings. I am so absorbed in the wonder of earth and the life upon it that I cannot think of heaven and angels.
― Pearl S. Buck

Pearl S. Buck

I love people. I love my family, my children . . . but inside myself is a place where I live all alone and that's where you renew your springs that never dry up.
― Pearl S. Buck

Pearl S. Buck

“The test of a civilization is in the way that it cares for its helpless members.”
― Pearl S. Buck

Pearl S. Buck

You cannot make yourself feel something you do not feel, but you can make yourself do right in spite of your feelings.
― Pearl S. Buck

I don't wait for moods. You accomplish nothing if you do that. Your mind must know it has got to get down to work.
― Pearl S. Buck

Small Joys

“Many people lose the small joys in the hope for the big happiness.”
― Pearl S. Buck

Sunday, June 25, 2017

FREE Public Pools in New York City

For years, Parks has offered free swim instruction to city children. Commissioner Moses launched a free swim program in 1938 as a public safety initiative, in response to the reported 400 drownings each year in New York City.

The "Learn to Swim" instruction also was considered a healthy alternative to "the polluted waters which bound the City." The Parks Department estimated that thousands of people learned how to swim as a result of the lessons. Today, the Learn to Swim Program teaches about 7,000 children each summer.

https://www.nycgovparks.org/about/history/pools

Swimming and Breathing

I opened the double glass doors and swam laps breathing in the fresh air and watching the clouds. I wish I could give this experience to everyone. To me, swimming is as important as breathing and it has given me strong lungs and it helps me with my moods.

Food and Love

Last night when I stepped out into the back yard our Brazilian neighbors next door had inflated a plastic pool and set up a BBQ. They offered us a taste of the amazing Brazilian meats they buy in Milford. They invited us over to join them and we accepted.

We ran the extension hose through their chain link fence so they could fill the pool with water. The young boys were visiting their mom and having so much fun dunking each other and bouncing on the rim of the pool. The water was ice cold but they got used to it and warmed up.

I pointed to the window and Allesandra said, "That's my parrot." I looked in and he was in a huge white cage next to her white washing machine. "I speak to him and he says Eu te amo and I love you."
"He's bilingual," I said, laughing. "You have a bilingual parrot! In your laundry room!"

Victoria was visiting with her niece who wants to be a veterinarian and is studying at Norfolk Aggie agricultural school. Allesandra's older son Edlyn moved here from Saugus two days ago. They are a sweet family. Allesandra gave me a tour of her apartment. She asked us if we wanted to hear her sing. We said yes and she played a YouTube video of herself singing Neil Diamond's "I Am I Cry," in Portuguese. We loved it.

Then Allesandra received a call and was speaking to relatives in Brazil. She showed me the real time image of her young niece's face on the phone.

We had a few laughs trying to tell stories in English while Victoria's niece used Google translate for the Portuguese. Food and love are the universal language.

The Minimum Wage Should be Much Higher

A federal minimum wage law guaranteeing workers 25 cents an hour was established on this day in 1938. Passed as the Fair Labor Standards Act, it also capped regular weekly working hours to 40, banned child labor, and instituted time-and-a-half pay for overtime.

President Franklin Roosevelt had been campaigning for reelection when a young girl trying to pass him a note was held back by police. When he had someone retrieve the letter, it read, “I wish you could do something to help us girls.” She described her pay in a sewing factory as just $4 per week. Roosevelt decided then that he needed to act on child labor and minimum wage laws.

The first minimum wage law had been enacted in New Zealand in 1894. Several other countries adopted the practice before the United States. Since its inception in 1938, the federal U.S. wage has been adjusted 22 times by 12 different presidents — most recently by President Obama, who raised it to $7.25/hour in 2009. Minimum wage does not increase automatically with inflation over time, but rather must be adjusted intentionally by a sitting president and the administration.

Most states have their own minimum wage laws, with the exception of Louisiana, Mississippi, Tennessee, Alabama, and South Carolina. Several states have wage rates lower than the federal rates. The highest minimum wage is $9.32 in Washington State.

- Writer's Almanac


$7.25
The minimum wage in the United States is a network of federal, state, and local laws. Employers generally must pay workers the highest minimum wage prescribed by federal, state, or local law. As of July 2016, the federal government mandates a nationwide minimum wage of $7.25 per hour.
Minimum wage in the United States - Wikipedia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Minimum_wage_in_the_United_States

George Orwell

“The best books... are those that tell you what you know already.”
- George Orwell, "1984" - Quote

This one is another quote from the book that I liked because it has a very deep meaning inside the book and its context and story, but when you think about it and its meaning in real life, it makes you think and you can say and discuss a lot about it.

Without seizing from the original context and society of the book, where culture was severely oppressed and where History was constantly changed in order to satisfy the Party's needs and desires in order to oppress the people and for them not to make them start a Revolution, we could say that this quote is an aim from the character in order to make us understand that what really could help the people was to know their own history. To be told what they already know and to give it another thought or to really know what happened with details and anecdotes.

When we think about this sentence in the real world and when we try to apply it to our actual circumstances and society, we could say that books that tell us what we know already are a very important reality because they make us think about something twice, or make us wiser. Also, to be told something you already know from another perspective makes you think or talk about it from another point of view, and makes you a more open-minded person.

-Sergio Perez Gil

George Orwell

“Perhaps one did not want to be loved so much as to be understood.”
― George Orwell, 1984

“Who controls the past controls the future. Who controls the present controls the past.”
― George Orwell, 1984

“The most effective way to destroy people is to deny and obliterate their own understanding of their history.”
― George Orwell

“If you want a picture of the future, imagine a boot stamping on a human face—for ever.”
― George Orwell, 1984

“It was a bright cold day in April, and the clocks were striking thirteen.”
― George Orwell, 1984

“In a time of universal deceit, telling the truth is a revolutionary act.”
― George Orwell

“Every generation imagines itself to be more intelligent than the one that went before it, and wiser than the one that comes after it.”
― George Orwell

That Little Voice

I had no training in writing, other than police reports, but that little voice in the back of my head — the one that kept me safe all these years — was now nagging at me to tell my stories.
- Steve Osborne, The Job: True Tales from the Life of a New York City Cop

Dream

I dreamed a boy named Amos introduced my husband and I. When I woke up I asked my husband "isn't Amos a biblical name?"

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amos_(prophet)
Amos (/ˈeɪməs/; Hebrew: עָמוֹס , Modern Amos, Tiberian ʻāmōs) was one of the Twelve Minor Prophets. An older contemporary of Hosea and Isaiah, Amos was active c. 760-755[1] BC during the reign of Jeroboam II, (786–746 BC). He was from the southern Kingdom of Judah but preached in the northern Kingdom of Israel. Amos wrote at a time of relative peace and prosperity but also of neglect of Yaweh's laws. He spoke against an increased disparity between the very wealthy and the very poor. His major themes of social justice, God's omnipotence, and divine judgment became staples of prophecy. The Book of Amos is attributed to him.

Amos is the first of the prophets to write down the messages he has received. He has always been admired for the purity of his language, his beauty of diction, and his poetic art. In all these respects he is Isaiah's spiritual progenitor.[3] What we know of Amos derives solely from the book that he himself authored.[7] This makes it hard to know who the historical Amos truly was.

Saturday, June 24, 2017

Procrastination

I was procrastinating for three months about moving two boxes of emotionally charged childhood photographs and trinkets and artwork out of my back room. I finally did it today and it was as if a lead weight had been lifted from my shoulders. Why wasn't I able to do this three months ago? Well, never mind. It's done and to celebrate I practiced my song, which became many songs. One song, one lap, one achievable goal makes it approachable. The larger goals are always there but they must not be presented up front or they will chase me away.

Mood Cycle

I realized today that I am a square within a wheel! I have four equidistant points on my mood cycle wheel.

CCRI Aquatics

Schedule

Ventilation in Pools

Article

A Philanthropic Dream

If I was a philanthropist I would build an Olympic-sized city pool so all the children of Woonsocket could learn to swim and have swim lessons for free. This would be important water safety training for the rest of their lives. The pool would be centrally located near the community garden and the public library. Families and kids could build a life of swimming reading at the library and going to the park downtown. In the summer it would be like a build it yourself urban summer camp.

There would be a special library course over the summer so kids could learn to write cursive and tell time from an analog clock.

Self Sustainable Aquatics Funding

One Brick

No one “builds a house.” They lay one brick again and again and again and the end result is a house. Procrastinators are great visionaries—they love to fantasize about the beautiful mansion they will one day have built—but what they need to be are gritty construction workers, who methodically lay one brick after the other, day after day, without giving up, until a house is built.

Nearly every big undertaking can be boiled down to a core unit of progress—its brick. A 45-minute gym visit is the brick of getting in great shape. A 30-minute practice session is the brick of becoming a great guitarist.

Source

Rain

It's pouring rain. I am tempted to go to the beach because nobody will be there.

Stay Cool

A great way to stay cool and healthy in the summer is to drink a smoothie. I make mine with 8 ice cubes and 1-2 ripe bananas and orange juice and a tablespoon of plain nonfat yogurt. I buzz it all in a blender and drink it. I put the bananas in first so the ice does not jam the blender.

Kahlil Gibran

Let there be spaces in your togetherness, And let the winds of the heavens dance between you. Love one another but make not a bond of love: Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls. Fill each other's cup but drink not from one cup. Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf. Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone, Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music. Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping. For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts. And stand together, yet not too near together: For the pillars of the temple stand apart, And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other's shadow.

-Kahlil Gibran

Khalil Gibran

Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls;
the most massive characters are seared with scars.

I have learned silence from the talkative, tolerance
from the intolerant, and kindness from the unkind.
I should not be ungrateful to these teachers.

They say: 'If one knew oneself, one would know all mankind.'
I say: 'If one loved mankind, one would know something of oneself.'

- Kahlil Gibran

Steve Osborne

I'm not quite sure how it happened, or even why, but a few months after retiring from the New York City police department, I picked up a pad and pen and started writing. Like most cops, I had stories to tell, and for some reason I can't explain, I felt the need to put them on paper. I had no training in writing, other than police reports, but that little voice in the back of my head — the one that kept me safe all these years — was now nagging at me to tell my stories.
- Steve Osborne, The Job: True Tales from the Life of a New York City Cop

Sometimes I would share some of the funny stuff about the job, but the blood and gore, and especially the danger, I needed to keep to myself. When my wife would call me at work and ask how things were going, I would always tell her I was having a nice quiet night. Even if I was sitting on some dark street, armed with two guns strapped to my hip, waiting for some perp wanted on a homicide to show up so we could jump him. My answer was always the same. I'm having a nice quiet night.
- Steve Osborne, The Job: True Tales from the Life of a New York City Cop

When I entered the police academy an old-time instructor told me, "Kid, you just bought yourself a front row seat to the greatest show on earth." What he was telling me wasn't anything new. I think every old cop has used that line on every new cop in every city and every small town in every corner of the country. And the reason it's used so much is, because it's true — every word of it. I don't care if you work in Manhattan or in some tiny village out in the middle of nowhere with just one lawman in it, we all have stories. I wish all of them would put them on paper, because there's nothing funnier or more terrifying than a good cop story.
- Steve Osborne, The Job: True Tales from the Life of a New York City Cop

Auto Motives

She noticed a black Buick sedan pull up and open garage three. He's a guy connected to the garage who had not been here in a bunch of days. She was curious so she watched from the window. He opened the hood of the dark blue Honda parked in front of his garage and take a photo of the underside of the hood using his cell phone. Then he opened the hood of the red Chrysler with Georgia plates and looked at the engine and then closed it. He briefly disappeared into the garage and then closed the garage door and drove off.

Denise Duhamel Poem

Permanence

The barista at the coffee shop is covered in tattoos. She says there
are only two ways they hold her back. 1. She can’t work at
Starbucks. 2. She can’t wear a corsage, since she’d just be way too
busy, and this makes me laugh. She says no to gifts from prom
dates—the wrist corsage, the pinned corsage; no to bridal
bouquets, the get-well-soon carnations. One day soon her mother
will insist on sympathy wreaths around her coffin, which is closed,
lest she be confused with the flowers.

-Denise Duhamel

Nick Flynn Poem

Cartoon Physics, part 1

Children under, say, ten, shouldn't know
that the universe is ever-expanding,
inexorably pushing into the vacuum, galaxies

swallowed by galaxies, whole

solar systems collapsing, all of it
acted out in silence. At ten we are still learning

the rules of cartoon animation,

that if a man draws a door on a rock
only he can pass through it.
Anyone else who tries

will crash into the rock. Ten-year-olds
should stick with burning houses, car wrecks,
ships going down -- earthbound, tangible

disasters, arenas

where they can be heroes. You can run
back into a burning house, sinking ships

have lifeboats, the trucks will come
with their ladders, if you jump

you will be saved. A child

places her hand on the roof of a schoolbus,
& drives across a city of sand. She knows

the exact spot it will skid, at which point
the bridge will give, who will swim to safety
& who will be pulled under by sharks. She will learn

that if a man runs off the edge of a cliff
he will not fall

until he notices his mistake.

—Nick Flynn

Love Poem With Toast by Miller Williams

Love Poem With Toast

Some of what we do, we do
to make things happen,
the alarm to wake us up, the coffee to perc,
the car to start.

The rest of what we do, we do
trying to keep something from doing something,
the skin from aging, the hoe from rusting,
the truth from getting out.

With yes and no like the poles of a battery
powering our passage through the days,
we move, as we call it, forward,
wanting to be wanted,
wanting not to lose the rain forest,
wanting the water to boil,
wanting not to have cancer,
wanting to be home by dark,
wanting not to run out of gas,

as each of us wants the other
watching at the end,
as both want not to leave the other alone,
as wanting to love beyond this meat and bone,
we gaze across breakfast and pretend.

—Miller Williams

The Teacher

The teacher who swims at our pool so her students won't see her in a bathing suit.

Dog Weather

Anyone out without the excuse of a dog
should be handcuffed
and searched for loneliness.

My hair is thinning.
I feel like tossing the wind a stick.

― Stephen Dunn, from 'Dog Weather' Different Hours

Where are we going?

Where are we going?
It’s not an issue of here or there.
And if you ever feel you can’t
take another step, imagine
how you might feel to arrive,
if not wiser, a little more aware
how to inhabit the middle ground
between misery and joy.
Trudge on. In the higher regions,
where the footing is unsure,
to trudge is to survive.
― Stephen Dunn, Lines of Defense: Poems

When I Stop Becoming

I make myself up from everything I am, or could be. For many years I was more desire than fact. When I stop becoming, that’s when I worry.
― Stephen Dunn, Walking Light: Memoirs and Essays on Poetry

Although I know it's unfair, I reveal myself one mask at a time.
― Stephen Dunn

There are always the simple events of your life that you might try to convert into legend.
― Stephen Dunn

Stephen Dunn


I've tried

to become someone else for a while,
only to discover that he, too, was me.
― Stephen Dunn

I knew I was in danger
of being terribly understood.
― Stephen Dunn

I’ll always deny that I kissed her.
I was just whispering into her mouth.
― Stephen Dunn, Loosestrife

Now and again I feel the astonishment of being alive like this, in this body.
― Stephen Dunn, New and Selected Poems, 1974-1994

“When I stop becoming, that's when I worry.”
― Stephen Dunn

“I think one of my early motivations for writing was that other people’s versions of experience didn’t gel with my own. It was a gesture toward sanity to try to get the world right for myself. I’ve since learned that if you get it right for yourself, it often has resonance for others.”

“You must be a little driven, and what you’re doing must be crucial to you in order not to be defeated by the likely neglect that awaits you, the lack of rewards, and the fact that, by and large, your culture doesn’t take you seriously.”

Friday, June 23, 2017

Observations

He was clutching the groin of his gray sweatpants as he crossed the street. He climbed into the passenger seat of a silver jeep and there was an exchange. He counted a wad of bills. Then he got out of the jeep and the driver drove off. The sweatpants had no pockets - he tucked the roll of bills into his groin and went back to his apartment.

May Sarton

"The more articulate one is, the more dangerous words become."
— May Sarton

May Sarton

"Without darkness, nothing comes to birth, As without light, nothing flowers."
— May Sarton

"I can tell you that solitude
Is not all exaltation, inner space
Where the soul breathes and work can be done.
Solitude exposes the nerve,
Raises up ghosts.
The past, never at rest, flows through it."
— May Sarton

May Sarton Journal

"For any writer who wants to keep a journal, be alive to everything, not just to what you're feeling, but also to your pets, to flowers, to what you're reading."
— May Sarton

"At some point I believe one has to stop holding back for fear of alienating some imaginary reader or real relative or friend, and come out with personal truth."
— May Sarton

May Sarton

In the middle of the night, things well up from the past that are not always cause for rejoicing--the unsolved, the painful encounters, the mistakes, the reasons for shame or woe. But all, good or bad, give me food for thought, food to grow on.
— May Sarton (At Seventy: A Journal)

John Barth

“... a man's most useful friend and fearsome foe is the poet.”
― John Barth, The Sot-Weed Factor

Terrible Person

When I woke in the night to pee I could hear the committee of sleep discussing what a terrible person I am. This is what happens when I drink tea in the afternoon when I'm in receive-mode.

Rumi

“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.”
― Jalaluddin Rumi

“Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing
and rightdoing there is a field.
I'll meet you there.

When the soul lies down in that grass
the world is too full to talk about.”
― Jalaluddin Rumi

“The wound is the place where the Light enters you.”
― Jalaluddin Rumi

“Stop acting so small. You are the universe in ecstatic motion.”
― Jalaluddin Rumi

“What you seek is seeking you.”
― Jalaluddin Rumi

“The minute I heard my first love story,
I started looking for you, not knowing
how blind that was.
Lovers don't finally meet somewhere.
They're in each other all along.”
― Jalaluddin Rumi, The Illuminated Rumi

“Don’t grieve. Anything you lose comes round in another form.”
― Jalaluddin Rumi

“Dance, when you're broken open. Dance, if you've torn the bandage off. Dance in the middle of the fighting. Dance in your blood. Dance when you're perfectly free.”
― Jalaluddin Rumi

“If you are irritated by every rub, how will your mirror be polished?”
― Jalaluddin Rumi

“You were born with wings, why prefer to crawl through life?”
― Jalaluddin Rumi

“Yesterday I was clever, so I wanted to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.”
― Jalaluddin Rumi

“Forget safety.
Live where you fear to live.
Destroy your reputation.
Be notorious.”
― Jalaluddin Rumi

“When you do things from your soul, you feel a river moving in you, a joy.”
― Jalaluddin Rumi

“Don't be satisfied with stories, how things have gone with others. Unfold your own myth.”
― Jalaluddin Rumi, The Essential Rumi

“When I am with you, we stay up all night.
When you're not here, I can't go to sleep.
Praise God for those two insomnias!
And the difference between them.”
― Jalaluddin Rumi

“Knock, And He'll open the door
Vanish, And He'll make you shine like the sun
Fall, And He'll raise you to the heavens
Become nothing, And He'll turn you into everything.”
― Jalaluddin Rumi

Soul

“My soul is from elsewhere, I'm sure of that, and I intend to end up there.”
― Jalaluddin Rumi

Rumi

“Sell your cleverness and buy bewilderment.”
― Jalaluddin Rumi, Masnavi i Man'avi, the spiritual couplets of Maula

Silence

silence is the language of god,
all else is poor translation.
― Jalaluddin Rumi

Anna Akhmatova

“You do not know just what you've been forgiven.”
― Anna Akhmatova

Akhmatova

“As the future ripens in the past,
so the past rots in the future --
a terrible festival of dead leaves.”
― Anna Akhmatova, Poems of Akhmatova

The Friend

“My shadow serves as the friend I crave.”
― Anna Akhmatova