Friday, June 27, 2025

The Book of Disquiet Fernando Pessoa, Bernardo Soares (Heteronym), Richard Zenith (Translator)

I'm astounded whenever I finish something. Astounded and distressed. My perfectionist instinct should inhibit me from finishing; it should inhibit me from even beginning. But I get distracted and start doing something. What I achieve is not the product of an act of my will but of my will's surrender. I begin because I don't have the strength to think; I finish because I don't have the courage to quit. This book is my cowardice.
(Text 152)

 

Fernando Pessoa was many writers in one. He attributed his prolific writings to a wide range of alternate selves, each of which had a distinct biography, ideology, and horoscope. When he died in 1935, Pessoa left behind a trunk filled with unfinished and unpublished writings, among which were the remarkable pages that make up his posthumous masterpiece, The Book of Disquiet, an astonishing work that, in George Steiner's words, "gives to Lisbon the haunting spell of Joyce's Dublin or Kafka's Prague." Published for the first time some fifty years after his death, this unique collection of short, aphoristic paragraphs comprises the "autobiography" of Bernardo Soares, one of Pessoa's alternate selves. Part intimate diary, part prose poetry, part descriptive narrative, captivatingly translated by Richard Zenith, The Book of Disquiet is one of the greatest works of the twentieth century.

I suffer from life and from other people. I can’t look at reality face to face. Even the sun discourages and depresses me. Only at night and all alone, withdrawn, ― Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet 

Thursday, June 26, 2025

Zohran Mamdani, the newly crowned Democratic mayoral nominee, was born in Uganda before moving with his Indian parents to the United States. He’s a charismatic, 33-year-old Muslim and state assemblyman who trounced Andrew Cuomo, a 67-year-old former governor of New York.

 

As heat surges, RI has two drownings in local ponds. What to know. Divers who recovered a body from a pond in Lincoln, then searched a pond in Smithfield, where they recovered a body

https://www.providencejournal.com/story/news/crime/2025/06/25/divers-recover-bodies-from-ponds-in-lincoln-smithfield-ri/84349276007/

Home Sweet Home! Now we Have 5 Yard Warning Flags for Backstroke! The Outdoor Pool is open at 6-8AM and 3PM- 7PM &12-6 Sat Sun

 


Lucifer The most common meaning for Lucifer in English is as a name for the Devil in Christian theology.

 

The Fallen Angel (1847) by Alexandre Cabanel

Bettie Page Beach Day

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Flood of Childhood Memories

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A Speedy History of America’s Addiction to Amphetamine In a startling parallel to today’s opioid crisis, the drugs were liberally—and legally—prescribed despite little information on safety Erin Blakemore Erin Blakemore - Correspondent October 27, 2017

 https://www.smithsonianmag.com/history/speedy-history-americas-addiction-amphetamine-180966989/

Sourdough Rye Buttermilk Cornmeal Pancakes

 These were sweetened with an overripe banana. No salt was added and they are amazing!

New Bedford names outsider as police chief amid scrutiny of its past practices Jason Thody previously ran the Hartford Police Department.

New Bedford Mayor Jon Mitchell (left) appointed Jason Thody (right) to serve as New Bedford’s next police chief. Thody previously served as police chief in Hartford, Connecticut.

Shifting from its longstanding tradition of promoting from within, the mayor of New Bedford this week appointed a police chief from outside the department, marking a new chapter for an agency that’s re-examining many of its past practices.

Tuesday’s appointment of Jason Thody marked the first time since 1997 that an outsider was chosen to lead the department. Thody, 49, previously worked for the Hartford Police Department for nearly 30 years, serving as chief from 2019 until his retirement in 2024.

“Chief Thody’s track record in Hartford, a city similar to New Bedford in many respects, speaks for itself,” New Bedford Mayor Jon Mitchell said in a statement.

Mitchell said Thody’s leadership style emphasizes accountability and transparency.

“It is essential that the NBPD sustain the improvements it has made in recent years,” Mitchell said, “and Chief Thody is particularly well-suited to make that happen and to fortify the public’s trust and confidence in its police.”

The move comes in the wake of a Globe Spotlight Team investigation, “Snitch City‚” a multipart series that revealed widespread misconduct and misuse of the department’s confidential informant system, some of it involving then-Police Chief Paul Oliveira.



The Spotlight series and podcast, published in March, found that officers had invented informants or urged them to lie in court, had sex with them, lied in search warrants, and more. Oliveira, who was seven months into a three-year contract extension, abruptly announced his retirement in February, shortly after the Globe began promoting its series.

In the wake of the reports, the mayor, a former federal prosecutor, largely defended his police department. But he also asked the FBI to review the Globe’s findings. And the city hired 21st Century Policing Solutions, a firm that specializes in law enforcement training, to examine the department’s use of informants, as well as its internal affairs process.



City officials have declined to share details of that contract. A final report from the firm, including reform recommendations, is expected to be provided to the city later this summer.

Thody will be officially sworn in once the terms of his contract have been finalized, Mitchell said. New Bedford assistant deputy chief Derek Belong is serving as acting chief in the interim.

“I promise to listen, engage, and bring relentless attention to the things that matter most to the people of New Bedford,” Thody said Tuesday at an introductory press conference. “We may face challenges, we may face mistakes, but we will be open and honest about how we deal with those mistakes.”

Thody’s selection, which was guided by a nine-member search committee, came as a surprise to many in the department.

New Bedford police union president Lorenzo Gonzalez said he learned of Thody’s selection only during a Tuesday press conference to announce the appointment. Gonzalez called the lack of communication with the union “disappointing.”

“We would’ve liked to do our homework on the matter just to see, ‘Hey, who are the finalists, what are they about, what’s their backstory, their history?’” said Gonzalez. “Unfortunately, we were kind of kept in the land of rumors.”

The decision to look outside for a new leader is typically indicative of a city’s desire for fresh perspective to change the culture, said Chuck Wexler, executive director of the Washington D.C.-based Police Executive Research Forum.



“A new chief comes in knowing that there is a series of documented problems and there is a mandate to fix them,” Wexler told the Globe. “Anyone coming into that department knows they are coming in to make changes, but [they] still want to make changes in a way that the organization feels like they are part of it.”

The last outsider to serve as New Bedford police chief was Arthur J. Kelly III, who also learned how to be a cop in Hartford, where he rose through the Police Department ranks. Unlike Thody, Kelly served as chief for four other police departments – from Sanford, Maine, to St. Joseph, Mo. – before taking the helm in New Bedford.

Police departments are insular organizations, Kelly said, and New Bedford is more provincial than most.

“If this is the first city you’re going to, that makes your learning curve exceedingly sharp,” Kelly said Wednesday. “You know that you’re being viewed as an outsider because you are.”

Thody began his career in Hartford as a patrol cadet in 1996. Through the years, he served as commander of the crime scene division, supervisor of the emergency response team, and commander of accreditation. As the department’s “special advocate,” he aided in the prosecution of major cases of police misconduct, according to a city press release.

His tenure in Hartford was marked by several controversies.

A 2010 internal affairs investigation found that Thody, who was then a lieutenant, was the aggressor in a fight outside a bar while off-duty, according to a report from the Hartford Courant. When police responded, Thody shouted at and pushed an officer, who did not immediately recognize the lieutenant because his face was covered in blood, the investigation found.



An internal investigator recommended two internal charges against Thody for conduct unbecoming an officer, as well as a separate count of making a false report or record, the Courant reported.

In 2020, shortly after being named chief, Thody was disciplined after he struck a guardrail while driving a department-issued vehicle, resulting in more than $3,000 in damage.

Thody told investigators he was driving distractedly at the time of the crash after spending the afternoon at a local marina. According to media reports, another driver called 911 after witnessing Thody “driving all over the road” and reported they believed Thody was intoxicated.

“He’s going like a bat out of hell,” the caller told dispatchers, according to a recording of the call published by the Courant. “I watched him bounce off the guardrail at about 60 miles an hour.”

Two Hartford City Council members called for Thody’s firing because they argued there were several discrepancies in his account of the crash, the Hartford Courant reported at the time.

Hartford Mayor Luke Bronin backed Thody at the time, saying the incident didn’t rise to the level of suspension or Thody’s removal as chief. He also said Thody had failed to follow city policy regarding take-home vehicles and also made inadequate efforts to report the incident.

In response to Globe questions about Thody’s past, a spokesman for Mitchell said the city had reviewed the allegations.



“We were made aware of both incidents and conducted due diligence into them, including asking Chief Thody about the attending circumstances,” spokesman Jonathan Darling said in a released statement. “We are satisfied that neither incident would diminish his ability to lead the New Bedford Police Department.”

Like Oliveira in New Bedford, Thody was also the subject of a no-confidence vote by the Hartford police union during his tenure as chief.

Thody retired from his previous post in March 2024, saying he hoped to spend more time with family and pursue a healthier lifestyle. He said at the time he had no plans to run another police department.


Dugan Arnett can be reached at dugan.arnett@globe.com. Andrew Ryan can be reached at andrew.ryan@globe.com or via the encrypted messaging app Signal at @andewryan.61

Millet

 

Skeleton Crew

Simply this: you sit down and make a list of the ten things that have to happen in your novel—the character actions or physical events without which your story simply cannot occur. Then, when you’re sure you’ve got pretty much the ten major “event beats” or character issues nailed down, you break each of those ten things into its own section and list the ten things that have to happen surrounding that event or supporting that character action. You take your time over this work, because this is the skeleton of the body of your work to come—the physical / emotional / action structure on which you’re going to build your novel.

DIANE DUANE

Wednesday, June 25, 2025

Flaky Bread (Malawah)

https://www.bonappetit.com/recipe/flaky-bread

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Malawach

The dough traditionally takes three days to make, since it is a multi-stage process, and the dough must rest in between each phase.

— Regev Eibenschutz[8]

Zhoug! (Spicy Cilantro Sauce)

https://cookieandkate.com/zhoug-sauce-recipe/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sahawiq 

Smiley

Sky 4


Pacino spending three days behind bars.

Fascinating @fasc1nate · Jun 24 In 1961, Al Pacino, then 20 years old, was apprehended for attempted robbery charges.   On January 7th, 1961, in Woonsocket, Rhode Island, police officers stopped a vehicle acting suspiciously, circling the block several times.   Upon inspection, they found three men inside, all wearing black masks and gloves. A loaded .38 caliber pistol was discovered in the car's trunk.   The driver, Vincent J. Calcagni, along with passengers Bruce Cohen and the young Alfredo Pacino from New York City, were charged with carrying a concealed weapon. Unable to post the $2,000 bail, they were jailed, with Pacino spending three days behind bars.  Notably, the arresting officer recalled Pacino being notably cooperative during questioning. Pacino explained that the men were actors heading to a job, requiring the gun as a prop. This revelation eventually led to the charges being dropped.Image

BOSTON GLOBE: AOC hits back at Trump after he attacks her over impeachment threat: ‘Don’t take your anger out on me’

Representative Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez speaks during a May Day protest against the Trump administration at Foley Square in New York, on May 1.VICTOR J. BLUE/NYT

Representative Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez fired back at President Trump after he lashed out at her on social media following her suggestion that he be impeached over his decision to bomb Iran without consulting Congress.

On Saturday, Trump ordered attacks on three Iranian nuclear sites, which some members of Congress from both parties deemed unconstitutional. Ocasio-Cortez went further, saying Trump’s decision to strike without congressional approval was an impeachable offense.

On social media Tuesday, Trump lobbed insults at AOC while also taking shots at Democratic Representatives Ilhan Omar of Minnesota and Jasmine Crockett of Texas.

“Stupid AOC, Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez, one of the ‘dumbest’ people in Congress, is now calling for my Impeachment, despite the fact that the Crooked and Corrupt Democrats have already done that twice before,” Trump wrote on his Truth Social platform as he was traveling to the NATO summit in the Netherlands.

“Instead of her constant complaining, Alexandria should go back home to Queens, where I was also brought up, and straighten out her filthy, disgusting, crime ridden streets, in the District she ‘represents,’ and which she never goes to anymore,” Trump added.



Trump concluded by daring Ocasio-Cortez and the Democrats to try to remove him from office: “So go ahead and try Impeaching me, again, MAKE MY DAY!”

Ocasio-Cortez hit back on social media, doubling down on her stance that the US strikes were illegal.

“Mr. President, don’t take your anger out on me — I’m just a silly girl,” Ocasio-Cortez wrote on X.

“Take it out on whoever convinced you to betray the American people and our Constitution by illegally bombing Iran and dragging us into war. It only took you 5 months to break almost every promise you made,” she added.



“Also, I’m a Bronx girl,” Ocasio-Cortez fired back in a separate post. “You should know that we can eat Queens boys for breakfast. Respectfully.”

While several members of Congress, including New England lawmakers, raised concerns about the Iran strikes, Ocasio-Cortez called the move a “grave violation.”

“The President’s disastrous decision to bomb Iran without authorization is a grave violation of the Constitution and Congressional War Powers,” Ocasio-Cortez wrote on X. “He has impulsively risked launching a war that may ensnare us for generations.”

The House on Tuesday voted overwhelmingly to kill an effort to impeach Trump after Texas Representative Al Green filed an article of impeachment.

Though dozens of Democrats backed the impeachment effort, most sided with the Republican majority to table the measure. The vote was 344-79.


Alyssa Vega can be reached at alyssa.vega@globe.com.

the scapegoat is also the favorite child in the family because they are made to eat the shadows

Stories are compasses and architecture; we navigate by them, we build our sanctuaries and our prisons out of them, and to be without a story is to be lost in the vastness of a world that spreads in all directions like arctic tundra or sea ice. To love someone is to put yourself in their story, or figure out how to tell yourself their story.

REBECCA SOLNIT