What's Different?

I am sitting here with a quart of water! I Make myself drink it after swimming. I had a big sleep and I am monitoring my caffeine. Our former family doc, Dr. Michael Fine used to ask when anything came up, "What's different?" (Best thing to ask.) Now I ask myself. And I'd have to say I am drinking too much coffee to compensate for my allergies and it's making me ANGRY and I skipped 4 days of journal writing.... So I went from euphoria and feeling horny to wanting to CURSE SCREAM KILL type of rage.