When I was eleven my mother started claiming she might die on the surgery table. This seemed to happen every Christmas. The manipulation was unbearable and still goes on today. As the "horror day" season approaches it all comes flooding back to me. Weddings, funerals holidays and important moments of truth have all been destroyed by my monster mother. Luckily I can walk it off and design a new life but it is a daily challenge. So when people say to me "You're so disciplined" I say actually I am not disciplined, I am determined. I'm determined to HEAL and to claim my birthright. I am determined to not let the monster win and destroy my life.
Play this song very loud. "You're no good"
The nights are getting longer and the mornings are getting colder.
These are my thoughts today October 6th 2016.
Thursday, October 06, 2016
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