Faith

At least three times a day I look at Lily's ankle. My husband offers to get me calipers. "I see progress!" I said last night. So much for me is about asking the right questions and then submitting to the advice. Having faith is not something I grew up with, it's something I have to work at. Walking, swimming, and saxophone breathing are ways to find it and put me at ease. The small minded anxiety, self blame and fear are the old habits I fall into when I am exhausted.