Song for Putting Aside Anger
by Stephen Dobyns
Four walls open to the sky: you are
in a small prison. There is no door.
You are here for hatred, theft; it doesn’t
matter. You might have been here all your life.
You might have come yesterday. It feels like
your entire life. It feels like your friends
have all died. You imagine their bodies
in a white room. Perhaps you killed them.
Your throat is too small for your hatred.
You sit sifting dirt through your fingers.
You say it is your heart: a dry sand,
an encumbrance. You wish it were a
red bird in the blue sky above you.
In the hills above you, a dozen monks
hurry along a road toward a mountain.
They wear blue robes. They play flutes and
small cymbals. In the midst of four walls,
you listen to the high notes of the flutes,
the chime of the cymbals. The sounds turn,
spin together in the air around you,
weaving together into a thin rope.
Having found it, you must trust it.
This is how you put aside anger:
pulling yourself up, hand over hand.
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“Song for Putting Aside Anger†by STEPHEN DOBYNS.
Photograph: KomusÅ monks (“monks of emptinessâ€) walking the walk. They wear baskets (tengai) over their heads to suppress their egos.
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