Waking at 3:15 AM

I wake up thinking. As long as I am in transmit-mode I wake early. But I will be switching over to receive mode in the next few weeks. When November hits I will be quiet through December. I am trying to make plans while I can. Walking and swimming are my ways to think: calm down or lift up. Behind my smile are many hours of solitude. I am not nearly as social as I appear.