Be a Good Student and a Good Teacher

I felt so sloggy today as I do in receive-mode. My one lap turned into feeling good and I continued swimming and ended up staying the course. I left clean calm and contented. The same was true for playing my horn. My one song became fun and led to a full session.

If I never experienced the energy and confidence of transmit-mode I wouldn't be SPOILED with the comparison, I think to myself. Would that be easier? Who knows. What is THIS seasonal mood cycle teaching me? Since the cycle is non-negotiable I must become an expert on cyclothymia, a good student and a good teacher.